shersher

2010-05-30T00:41:00.002+08:00

It's really been a long time since I last blogged. I got a call from mnc a few weeks ago asking me to go down for an interview. I sent in my resume in december last year after 5 months then they got back to me. It's been damn long. They asked me whether have I left boardroom, I said yes and whether am I happy at my new company. I told them that they were too late if they called me in february, I would have jumped at the offer.

Since I have landed in a HR job and planning to pursue my studies in HR, it is wiser to stay put as I think their offer will be higher cause of the exposure I received in boardroom. My current workplace though busy but it is quite cosy. I get along well with my colleagues and superiors. The pace is slower and most worked OT as well. But all in all I quite like my current workplace. It is a very good learning ground for me to gain HR experience.

It's been long time since I have done any catching up with my friends. Miss them a lot. Looking forward to the next meet up though don't know when will that be.

2010-04-17T23:09:00.002+08:00

Being in the HR field for about a month now. The first 2 weeks were the holiday mood and now the real start of the work. Hahaz.. kinda busy since I started processing cases..

Actually thought of studying in PSB Academy de but found out from RELC that I will need to do bridging course and the bridging course started in may when the actual course start in september. And by chance I received an email from jobcentral and found out some courses from kaplan. In kaplan a degree can be completed in 18 months whereas for degree in UOL need to take 3 years. Though the 18 months course and the 3 years course costs about the same. I feel that I am not young anymore to take 3 years to study. The application will start in may and lesson commence in october. I am so looking forward to study. My dream of getting a degree is getting nearer. Dear dear going to australia to get his degree, I can't lose out to him. He studying full time over there so envious of him. He can complete his course in 1 year worz, got 2 years of exemption worz then the uni is group of eight worz. But the thought of studying 4 times a week is quite daunting and tiring. I must jia you.. To be "xian ku hou tian".

I am also looking forward to september to spend dear dear birthday with him in australia too. I have never been to australia before and while I go there to pei dear dear and to spend his birthday with him, I get to do sight seeing over there. Planning to go gold coast and sydney if possible. can't wait for it but in the meantime I am sad as well that dear dear will not be my side. Sob

2010-03-23T20:02:00.001+08:00

i was force to delete XXX today. T.T

2010-01-18T23:47:00.003+08:00

i had my D&D at conrad hotel..well the food is alright but they keep "rushing" us to finish eating our food. There are some stage performance and lucky draw so somehow the food were being consumed at a slower pace . I hardly eaten two mouthful they come and collect the plates. Everyone complain about the speed of plates clearing. During the third dish, most of then had left the table for toilet break or to mingle with colleagues from other tables, we wanted to wait for the rest to be back and start the third dish together but the hotel staff separate equal portion for all of us and clear the plates. They clear the last dish before 10 pm.. Maddening... End up half full as each dish only taken a few mouthful. T.T The ballroom look quite old... shhhh..

I had at the lucky draw, a portable lg dvd player. well though I don really like it but at least I won something.. Sheepish looking.

2010-01-13T21:44:00.002+08:00

i done my first important thing in year 2010 is to perm my hair.. my virgin perm you know that... Kinda nervous the whole way... Having straight hair all the way still can't get used to it yet.. My sis said that my hair look fake, like those hair on manequins.

From the way it look, it going to be high maintenance. Every morning before i leave for work, I just brush my hair and off I go. Now i will need to apply those styling tools to maintain the curls... I am so scared it will become straight.

Wondering how my hair look like, fret not, I will upload it soon enough. Look out for my next post as i going for my company D&D this coming friday.. Heez..

2009-12-27T22:04:00.001+08:00

Please see my facebook for my taiwasn trip photos. Thanks.

2009-12-10T23:51:00.006+08:00

1 more day left to count down. I am going to taiwan this saturday. I am so excited worz.. It been almost 2 years since I last sat on a plane. Mostly going to malaysia so no chance to take plane. Shall take lots of pics for the trip. Do look out for the pics in my facebook.

Hubbie bought this coach bag for me for my this year birthday gift. This bag is 8 months old le.

Hubbie bought this coach bag for me when he went to US. Although I did not request for it but he bought for me. It was so sweet of him. he know I wanted a bigger bag to bring to work so he bought it for me. He was so thoughtful.

2009-11-22T18:01:00.003+08:00

Went to the library to return my novels and borrow some again. Hahaz.. My sis know i am a romance novel freak. LOL..

After that, I go to the all in 1 salon to do express manicure and pedicure. hahaz... Been gaes since I had nails session. All the staffs ( 5 of them) doing the nails are all china women. OMG.. Singapore going to be little china soon. Well their service was not bad but they like to hard sell which I hate the most, they kept pushing me to take up package blah blah blah.. Luckily I managed to escape Thank god... After doing my nails, I told the staff I wanted to get a hair cut. They said had to wait 30 mins.. so long.. I can see many people are waiting.. 30 over chairs are filled with people. well in that case I said I not going to wait and wanted to paid for my manicure and pedicure. Then one of the hair stylist said since i am only cutting my hair then he will do for me. Ha, I don't have to wait. One of the guy sitting next to me must be waiting very long for his turn alrady, he seem quite bored and shocked that I don't have to wait whereas he have to. hahaz.. Previously when I been there to cut my hair I have to wait 45 mins.. Their business is very good and a newly open salon next to the old fairprice.

The hair stylist is friendly then asked me working or studying then I got degree or not, I said nopez then asked me why don't want take degree.. blah blah in singapore must take degree de on and on.. ask me said I think studying better or working better blah blah.. idiotic whether I am taking degree or not also none of his business as if he had a degree like that. well finally had my hair cut and i am quite satisfied. For my manicure and pedicure and hair cut total is only $18.40 worz..

Before hair cutAfter hair cut with my manicure...

... and my pedicure

2009-11-21T18:46:00.008+08:00

On friday, supposed to meet Yuzhen and Jialing at 6.15 p.m. de but caught up with work. Stupid ACRA website locked me of the transaction, have to wait half an hour then unlocked me. Was terribly happy when I realised they had unlocked me. Finish the transaction of applying for a new company name for the prospective client and rush down to meet the girls. Reach orchard at 7 plus, late for an hour or so.. My best record, I had never been late for an appointment with friend for more than 1 hour late. Luckily they are so understanding hahaz.. Ate dinner at thai express, my favourite cuisine. It is Jialing's birthday as well, jialing choose 1 top for her to wear to work on monday as she is starting work in Singtel. The top is a birthday gift to her from yuzhen and me hope can bring her good luck for her first day of work.

~~~Yummy~~~

Orchard Christmas Lighting

2009-11-09T23:33:00.006+08:00

Watch Jennifer's Body on saturday afternoon, the show actually not frightening but now and then I had to cover my eyes kekez. After that Went to orchard central to have Korean food.

it my first time went to a traditional Koream restaurant worz. We only order 1 main dish it come with 7 side dishes.

...comes with dessert as well

my main course; miso seafood soup!

yu zhen main course; kimchi soup!

overall, i give the food 2.5 stars. reason is simply bcus the menu is lacking in varieties luh. no choice but to choose these.

2009-11-05T21:11:00.002+08:00

I really want to kill that fucking bitch, call me a bimbo. As if she is that smart. She do makes mistakes and i have to tell her. She makes mistakes I corrected her she just muttered a thank, whereas if I am the one making mistakes, she will nag and nag and scream off my head. it's so damn unfair!!!

2009-11-01T16:02:00.010+08:00

Sleep at 4am on saturday morning, so tired... was busy submitting application form. darling called me around 9 plus holting me up from my lala land. i am very happy to received his call but at the same thing annoyed cause I am sleeping. I am a super pig need a lot of sleep de. After talking for awhile wiyh darling, I went back to sleep, eyelids too heavy le, brain totally shut off. The moment my head touch the pillow it feel so heavenly. Later on wake up at 11 plus to prepare myself, meeting Cindy at 2 plus to do facial. I think they employ new beauticians, saw a few new faces over there. I was quite disappointed that the new beautician wash my face for me. I prefer vera, who had been doing facial for me since the beginning. I like her style. I am not sure who is the 1 who did the extractions. it is painful, horrible torture. The whole session I did not doze off even when they applied the mask on me even though I am very tired. Most likely I am not used to it. Vera did take over but I am not sure at which stage. After which went to have chicken rice our routine after facial. cindy accompanied me to repair my heels nest to OG got a few cobblers. I stood there so long the uncle din even acknowledge me lo. Fuming, I left and went to the next uncle. Just nice, it starting raining the uncle told me to come back later they going to open the umbrella stand and so I went back later. I told them which parts of the shoes need amendments and said that I will come back later. When I had went back to collect my shoes thinking it had already being repaired, the uncle said the wind very strong eyes hurt told me to take the shoes back. wtf, wate my time lo. no choice go to the last one, thank goodness finally managed to get 1 pair of heel repaired. It just not my day.

After saying bye bye to Cindy, I proceed to vivo city to collect my mum LG phone. Sent for repair a few weeks ago but very lazy to go all the ay to vivo to collect it. After collecting it, I walk by a push cart selling curling hair tongs and flat iron, one of the caucasian come up to me I thought he wanted to promote me the hot irons, but he was saying 'will you marry me?' though I had already walk past him then the words registered in my mind, a stranger proposed to me. I din't dare to look back and he person din catch up with me too. It totally weird wondering is he crazy, but anyway he was quite tall so I dib't see his face but from far when I had a slight glimpse look quite fine-looking wondering why he did so, one of the promotion tactics?

darling been complaining my blog is all texts and texts and texts. Well I don't really like to take photos unless I got the mood. hahaz since he requested it, I decided to humor him a little by taking some photos.

act cute

my pretty sis and me

Pardon me for the photos as all the photos are taken on the same day hence all the same clothing. so paiseh.

2009-10-28T19:50:00.003+08:00

Today accidentally come across that bitch who break up my sis and her ex-bf blog. She very rampant in the blog lo, I am so angry after reading her entries felt like giving her 2 tight slaps. She blog about how sweet she and that guy been together blah blah blah. Bloody guy as well two-timing my sis. That bitch broke up other people relationship still so arrogant, this type of people ought to be horse-whipped. Poor sis. Hope you will gotten over him and be lovey dovey with Vince. Though I have not meet him before but from what you have said he seem to be a mature and sensible guy. Then he is a dragon baby same as my darling. These few days never see darling online le. So sad. 28 more days later then can see darling. T.T. Life without darling really is so dull. If I never had a chance to glimpse at heaven I will not know it will be so wonderful. darling you are that heaven.

2009-10-26T23:10:00.002+08:00

I am so happy today cause the witch is not here today. LOL. Discuss that witch with my superior today and conclude that she is a super naggy witch. "Super Naggy" is what my superior said 'Witch" is what I said. Hahaz.. Both of us suffered under her hand me the most. My superior is smarter and more experienced that why she is not scared of her, but me haiz... The witch is back tomorrow, really dread it.

I am still counting down the days to see darling. I really miss him a lot. he din't online today so sad and disappointed. I am addicted to Clay le. kekez...

2009-10-25T22:33:00.002+08:00

I will need to back track a bit, meet up with Anthea on friday she told me that I become thinner, meet up yuzhen a few weeks ago, she commented on it too. meet up with lynn during lunch time on thursday she said that too. Anthea and Yuzhen I may not see them often so maybe the change is more obvious. However the previous time I saw lynn was like only 1 week ago. She asked me is it I am very stressed up? I wondered is my losing weight or my face showed that I am stressed.

I watched telly show on friday night, the show ended at 1am. Since I do not have to work on Saturday so i intend to go online for a while. surprisingly darling online too. He is working at the HQ so had internet connection. So I spend my whole morning msn him. My eyelids becoming droopy had no choice but to sleep. Darling asked me to go online at 11am so I had about 7 hours of sleep. First time saw him after he go to US. I think his web cam lik not very clear not sure is it because of the coldness over there. When darling called me, i can heard very strong wind over there. darling complaint of the coldness. if I go there sure die de i so scared of cold. i go genting already wearing so many layers le if I go there I think i will have to wrap myself like a mummy. Going to taiwan during december and I was wondering will it be very cold over there? darling showed me the pictures he had taken while in transit at tokyo, the food there so exp worz

2009-10-24T01:25:00.004+08:00

Had a meet up with Anthea. I am supposed to meet her at 6.30pm but I am late. Nowadays when I had a appointment when I am working I am always late. Last time when I meet up with Cindy before I joined XXX, i always wondered why Cindy is late. Now I know why. we can't just simply knock off at 5.30pm. I meet Anthea at 6.30pm but I am still sending out emails to clients at 6.30pm. Oh man. Sigh... Life is hard and tough over here. From my meet up with Anthea, I realised that corp sec have no room for mistake, not even lack of a full stop. My manager wanted me to get out of her room today. My life is not so tough when my supervisor is around. These 2 days she went for training, my life is sure hell. in november she is going on a 1 week trip what am I supposed to do. I scared I will be dead by the time she is back. Today she can talk to me on the phone for 45 mins debating on an address. I want a relieve from hell. I miss my darling a lot. Yipee, today is sat can chat with him online later on when he is back from his work.

2009-10-21T20:30:00.002+08:00

A stupid call wake me up early this morning. I thought I can sleep late on my off day. Someone from recruit express call me to go down for an interview, I thought there nothing to lose since I am free so I go down to see if there any better offer than my current job. She said she had to go for her lunch and make me waited 1 hour for her. A wate of my time. But bosh the woman who call me is in charge of healthcare dept and all her clients are in the healthcare industry de. i do not have any relevant qualification nor experience in healthcare. Said that I expected quite a high salary and so on.. blah blah blah. If I expected the same salary as what I am having right now there no point in changing. A STUPID WASTE OF MY TIME. I go down to the hospital later for check up and spent lots of money on medicine. Sigh... Everything is so expensive nowadays then must have better pay to be able to survive lo. Bought Umeya snacks to eat as I was so hungry. Waited 2 hours at the hospital for my turn. Luckily my next appointment is 4 months later. Reach home at 5 plus ... 1 whole day passes so quickly just like this.. Not enough time to rest at all. Tomorrow have to work again. Waiting for weekend and pay day to come.

2009-10-20T22:35:00.003+08:00

18/10/2009 (Sunday)

Spend sunday in the library reading books with darling. I am really surprise to see Republic Poly book over there. i can see some of our classmates and facilitators in the book. After that go Jurong point walk walk a little and go back to darling house. We meet darling's superiors at his house downstirs at 7.15pm. He said that in NS when going overseas for training, the superior s will have to send them off. So we hop into his superiors' car and reach airport in a couple off minutes if we take train need more than an hour. love the popeyes at the airport. too bad only 2 outlets in Singapore. I love the cajun fries and mashes potatoes. So sad to see darling leaving, will only come back in 1 month and 8 days.

19/10/2009 (Monday)

First working day without darling. Normally I will place my phone in front of me during work time so I can respond faster to the sms. If I keep my phone in my bag I will only reply after I knock off hahaz.. too coped up with work to remember to reply smes. Sometimes I saw sms thinking I will reply later as not to disrupt my work in the end the a while later became a few hours later. But now since darling not in Singapore I can keep my phone in my bag. Seldom will people sms me during working hours. First day without darling, life feel so lonely. Left office at 7 plus to complete doing AGM minutes. At night go lorong 8 eat zhu chao with my family. The food not very nice. The zhu chao at Blk 79 is better. Reach home at 11pm damn late.

20/10/2009 (Tuesday)

A hostile interaction with one superior and a firndly interaction with another superior. For those who been constantly interacting with me should know what I mean. Leave work quite early today at 6 plus. Tonitez can sleep late as I on leave tomorrow. Need to go hospital for my ailment. It been like ages since the last time I had taken leave. Working there is mentally and physically exhausting. My sis and mum said that their offdays are lesser than me yet they are not as tired compared to me. True I got more offdays but I think my works are at least a hundred times more tedious and difficult than theirs. Finally darling called me today, said that it is very cold in US. In my 23 years of my life I never been to US before. Sigh...Really looking forward to my upcoming taiwan trip in dec.

2009-09-07T20:35:00.003+08:00

7 months passed so fast.
Been really stressed at XXX. Everyday being hurl abuses and criticsm is really too much to take. How long can I really last I also don noe. wanna change job but cant bear to part with the good career prospect. Work being so fast paced and hectic. I hate time sheet so many thing to do yet I cant charge my time. Many times being asked by my superior what the solutions to my problems really feel that they are waiting for me to say I want to quit the same as the previous staff. but I like what I am doing now. haiz.. life is full of dilemma. I want high pay, good career prospect, not too stressful and fun job where to find?

2009-06-17T23:27:00.003+08:00

Woo, my blog growing mouldy le.
really looking forward to our batam trip. Going to batam to celebrate our 4 years anniversary. time really flies.

2009-03-09T21:59:00.002+08:00

Been so tired of working.
Seen the callous human side of the working world.
Also see the tai-chi skill.

2009-01-28T13:30:00.002+08:00

So fast time flies worz.. It's already the third days of cny le. So sianz lo, this year cny so dead don't have cny atmosphere at all, it is like one of normal public holiday only wus all the shops closed...arghz.. also nothing to shop when go out; so dead and boring.

Waiting to start work on the 2nd feb, kinda nervous and anxious lo don noe what to expect also quite scared that will be very dead and sianz as the days goes by lo.

2009-01-23T14:42:00.004+08:00

The lastest best friends magazine are out now!! Hahaz.. Grab the latest copy for yourself wus me in it...kekez
My last day for RP le..Geez..provided I passed all my modules..

My tentative grade for my fyp out le...So heng lo, I passed my fyp..

Cindy and me known each other since primary 4, we will be be in the same company when I graduated.. Heez.. Best friends Forever!!

2009-01-21T13:18:00.002+08:00

Been so moody and restless on monday.. Really thought of not taking business and cyber law UT, after all it is the last and final UT of my RP life. Well, I din even look through any of the 6th ppt at all let alone study. before the final moment of UT, I was busy playing games worz.. hahaz..until the invigilator said 4 seconds more. I look through the questions then my mind totally blank I do not know what the answers are....Then somehow I opened the relavant 6th ppt then I found the answers there. I happily do and I finished the test before the time is up. To make sure, I asked my friend for the answers and surprisingly I got correct answers worz.

2009-01-19T13:54:00.002+08:00

Friday
Business finance ut really kill a lot of my brain cells. The ut nearly freak me out. I though I am quite prepare for it le but don't know why I am stumped by the questions. After the ut, I had to rush back home to change and meet darling at bugis junction to buy a gift for Stephanie's birthday. After much selection, darling bought a personal organiser for Steph and i bought a scarf for her to keep warm when she go to brisbane for her school semester. Envious of her that she can go to Australia for her degree. After that we go to the Aranda country club there to meet Steph. She is still as before not much changes despite been months since we last seen each other. but her first impression is lik hooo.. and wah.... clay.....that is the first time Steph seen clay after he went into the army. She exclaimed that darling lose a lot of weight le...

Actually I expected to see a lot of poly frenz when we reached there but surprisingly only valentina is there. Poor thing. She invivted over 10 odd persons only 3 turned up. She was quite sad and disappointed. After the cutting the cake, valen, darling and me sat at the bench to talk a bit, steph was so busy that she hardly had any time for us.

we were discussing that if we were steph, we rather spend the money on the chalet and go for a trip maybe to the nearby country. she spend a lot on the chalet and the food worz... Then worked herself like a maid and hostess till so tired. she could make good use of the money and spend time wus Alex would be better since she and Alex going to have months before they can see each other agaoin wus Alex in the army and Step at brisbane.

We rushed off at 11 pm and waited quite long for the bus to pasir ris int. To our horror, the last train had already departed...it was like OMG...we rushed off just to catch the train then ....
We tried to see which of the buses at pasir ris int go to the west side....but the bus captain also not very sure. To save cost a little, we take bus to toa payoh then take cab back to boon lay. It's so damn exp wus the midnight charge worz.. Since at toa payoh, I go up to my house to take those new year goodies which I brought earlier to darling's house for his mum.

Saturday
Had to drag myself out of the bed as sleep too late last nitez le.. Meeting cindy at 12.30pm instead of 12 pm as agreed as I had trouble waking up. Cindy and me go to skin revival to do our facial then I actually slept while doing the facial. I never sleep while doing facial before and this is my first time and I actually snore... OMG even cindy who is next to me could heard, it was so embarassing. We had our usual chicken rice over there. After that we went to people's park centre to hunt for the top that cindy wanted but it had already been sold. We had some snacks and went to OG to walk a bit but darling always so bad wanted to meet me then I had no choice so I had to meet him up.

Meet him and his parents at the CK entrance then we went to the market upstairs to have the famous claypot chicken rice. After that walk around the bazzar wus darling parents then we went to queue for the lim chee guan bakkwa. Then the main and the sub branch both also sold out le. haiz...

2009-01-12T12:54:00.003+08:00

It been a long time since I blog worz... how fast the year pass... I felt that year pass faster than day. Through cindy I managed to get a job at XXX but I had quite a few reservation.. what if I failed my fyp and modules and I can't continue working there and have to repeat those modules.. what if I don't like the job there, what if I can't meet up with the expectation, what if I can't get along with the colleagues and superiors there and so on... The list is endless...After 23 jan, my last day of school.. finally I do not have to face RP le... I am so sick and tired going to school everyday.. I guessed that maybe as I get older the mood to study will decrease and lack of the motivation to study ba. Last time when I was working at canon, I was looking forward to study at RP, but as days grew I become quite sick and tired of it. The competition in class, the projects and the tests... After the submission of fyp only then I felt that the burden on my shoulder lessen. I don't have to rush back home to complete my fyp, I don't have to answer to my team mates what i had done and so on... I think I had already passed the age for studying le. I really hoped that if I liked the job at XXX, the cor[porate secretarial course don't be too daunting.

2008-12-09T15:27:00.000+08:00

Dear going to POP soon le. Finally after 26 weeks of training in BMTC.

2008-12-09T15:10:00.003+08:00

Xmas decoration at orchard. Went to crystal jade to eat wus cindy.

2008-11-24T14:23:00.003+08:00

My laptop cannot make it le...Going to die soon so can't last me till I grad le. Then school does not allow us to borrow laptop unless we have the computer service form. Bleah~ Dear bought me a new laptop worz... We go jurong point on saturday and he bought me the new acer aspire one lappy. I chose the brown one. kekez. Simply love it so small and light weight.

2008-11-18T13:33:00.002+08:00

Been really frustrating these days. My lappy keep shutting off after a while. How I wish it can really hang on till I graduate. I don really want to buy a new laptop lo. After I graduate I have no need for a laptop worz but the fact that I really don't know how long can my lappy lasts lo. The main concern is UT and lesson lo. If I can't use it during lesson , how am I going to do my research and during UT, if it shut down I die*... The laptop is forever like a furnace. I wonder it is worth while to buy an external fan or board or does it help or not? I only got 2 1/2 more months to go then I can say bye bye to this lappy. Is that too much to ask for? This lappy is my second lappy during my 3 years in RP already. Does I really have to resort to changing 1 lappy every year. A lappy is not cheap worz...T.T

Most of my frenz had already changed lappy or their current lappy is dying...
Lappy is so convenient yet the life span is so short. How I wish the life span of a lappy can be as long as the life span of a desk top. I think the average life span of a lappy in RP is about 2 years lo. wahahaz.. I wish a lappy will drop down from the heaven for me kekez... too much of wishful thinking yea!?

2008-11-11T13:49:00.014+08:00

Went to KL and Sermban last week. Haha.. Pon monday and tuesday lesson. Loved the first day I arrived there lo, we had seafood dinner lo. so yummy delicious. Espcially the cheese crab and the curry prawns in coconut shell. First time tasted so yummy seafood. I actually wanted one more crab with salted egg but can't finish so never ordered. Then still got stir fry vegetables and salted peanut. 4 person only cost RM75 only worz... Ah Jiao(dear's cousin) drove us around then she dropped us at The curve shopping center to walk walk around. I like the second day too, shopped so happy at Suria KLCC. Dear like 1 top from Padini Authentic at Parkson but it is a display piece so sad. I bought so much at KLCC and The Curve. Bought lots of accessories and clothes. As we stayed in ah jiao's apartment, her apartment got a indoor badminton court so we played double players.. too long never play le become rusty le. too bad I never my swim suit if not I can swim in the pool. From her apartment, the view of the swimming pool is so tempting worz... At night, we went to her house nearby for supper. The roti tissue there is so huge.... It takes 3 nasi lemak plates just to place 1 super duper roti tissue.

We going to Seremban on monday but ah jiao need to work so can't drive us there so we take a bus at the guard post, the ground floor of her apartment. The bus in malaysia in quite similar to singapore worz... first time take bus in malaysia...Very similar to the buses over here right???

The bus ferried us to the LRT terminal at Kelanan Jaya. At there the LRT terminal also quite similar to the MRT station over here. Even inside the cabin seem similar too.

When we reached KL sentral station, we take the KTM to seremban, another town. Dear's 2nd aunt live there.

Dear and me go sing K at Seremban 2 there. It's so fun lo. Me and dear sing from 11am to 2 pm with lunch, soup, sweet soup and free flow drinks total with GST and service charge only cost RM19.80 for 2 person lo... First time sing K so cheap lo.. Then we use ah girl(dear's cousin)

membership card got extra free 1 hour sing till 3 pm hahaz so shiok...

At night ah girl ferried us to lukut another place in malaysia to dear 3rd aunt house to collect ah hong (dear's cousin also ah jiao twin) handphone. She left it at her malaysia house forget to bring it to Singapore as she work over here. Then we had to go over her place to collect the phone. but when we reach seremban need 3rd aunt to fetch us she act act no time wat the heck then still had to go over there lo.. So we had to wait till ah girl knock off then go to seremban train terminal to fetch us. After collecting the phone, we go over to dear's 1st uncle place. The place is so damn dirty lo.. like an animal farm like that. They got about 40 chickens, 2 birds and a pack of dogs worz... There used to be dear's ah ma house de) then she died then the 1st uncle lived over there with his family. There is like village lo with a sea view at the back but quite dirty like my maternal grandma house in indonesia also..Very village type the school there I think less than 50 student lo...1st uncle daughter class only got 12 student lo. The life there very simple lo... Then dear asked me wanted to offer incense to his grandma ma... Then I said okies lo but I was thinking that I haven married into the family but then no one objected to me offering incnse that mean I am considred one of the family members le lo... hahahz... Anyone that is my 2nd time I go to his ah ma place.

Overall, I prefer to stay at his 2nd aunt house coz we sleep in ah girl room. Ah girl let out her room for us to sleep then her room so big and comfy lo then we get privacy also. At ah jiao house we had to sleep with her so no privacy at all hahaz...Then his 2nd aunt house TV so big still got standing speakers. At first quite fun because their bedroom at 2nd storey then can climb up... Singapore most of us live at HDB then all single level, so over there it so fun. But after a while, when I come back then so tired wanna take a bath have to climb up to 2nd storey was so sick and tired of it. So I guess when you are used to something, can get sick of it too..

2008-10-16T16:59:00.002+08:00

Today very tired then I pon lesson again. Today's lesson should be IT security bah hahaz edward hsu lesson. IT security lesson so sianz and dry but I think it is the easiest out of my four modules.For my business finance UT, I get stuck when I see the miller orr question. I missed the lesson for miller orr then I don't even understand what is it about? diaoz... really very terrible. I do not have enough time to complete the UT. 2 questions don't have time to do die liao------
For my business and cyber law UT is even more worse, asking me stupid law questions I don't know how to answer. The lesson and UT like very different. While doing the business and cyber law UT, I remembered my senior telling me that don't take business and cyber law, a very difficult module.. Ha.. but I went ahead wus it.. overated myself liao... should have stick to macroeconomics since I started off with studying microeconomics. My microecons is my best modules out of the four lo... haiz... The main thing now is to go for lessons, I can't afford to skip any more lessons le but too sianz to wake up in the morning for lesson. I can't sleep at night then in the morning so tired. I wondered should I take sleeping pills or not. My colleagues been telling me that I got dark eyes circles and eyes bags last time don't have de. No matter what I do I just can't make myself sleep.. Arghz... When finally I get to doze off is around 3 plus am then I had to wake up around 6 plus am, then all the dark circles and eyes bags started showing up.

2008-10-13T13:27:00.002+08:00

While on the way to school on train this morning, there a china woman talking on the phone badmouthing about singaporean. She said that singaporean always look down on people fom china. She said that singaporean ancestors are from china too and when singaporean went overseas, others would think we are from china too.
She said that in china, they eat vegetables and meat freshly from the farms whereas we singaporean eat frozen food. If all the food about china is poison then they all don have to eat. I guess they were talking about the melamine in milk powder. But the fact that the melamine milk powder indeed harms a lot just because of the unscrupulous merchants.

While working in hush puppies, there are times that when I had customers from china asking me that where are the shoes manufactured in? is it from china? If I said the shoes are made in china they will not buy. But frankly speaking I also don know where the shoes are made in? When we asked the management, the management said that hush puppies have factories all over the world, we are to told the customer this. Whenever the customer asked I said all over the world, the customers will give me a look that said I am not answering their question. Even people from china not supporting or buying china products in singapore, how do they expect us to respect the products from china too. I know of this saying, if you want people to respect you, if have to respect yourself first.

2008-10-13T13:16:00.003+08:00

Had a very unhappy weekend last week, had a fight with dear. We had a very heated quarrel, that his brother who is sleeping called his mum to check on us. His mum actually going on a one day tour to pasir panjang market with his aunt. His mum and his aunt were waiting for the bus when his brother called so she came up to check upon us. Dear chased his mother away and told her to go downstairs as his aunt was waiting.

Later in the day we patch back and went out to IMM. Actually I wanted to get a a pair of shoes from hush puppies for my mum de as they are having atrium sales but they don't have the model le. Dear bought a 25 hours watch for himself. Actually got 20% discount by using citibank credit card de, I think I maxed out my limit on the credit card then in the end had no discount had to $209, if not can saved around 40 plus lo. When we reached dear's home, his mum very kaypoh asked us what happened, I also don know what to answer.

2008-10-06T13:41:00.004+08:00

Have a really wonderful weekend spend wus darling. As me and darling planned to get engage after his ord, his plan is to renovate his bedroom so to accomodate all my things into his room. Hahaz I got tonnes of thing worz... My bedroom is bigger than darling de than I had problems wus the storage space and my mum always complaining that I had too much clothes and shoes, this time darling going to have a big problem lo. We planned to lived at darling house first and after we engage we apply for a hdb flat than rent it to others to earn extra income.. hahaz.. in the sense every month we have an extra. We go ikea showroom to browse for ideas, than we like one of the display quite a lot.

Taken this photo on the way back home from holland village. kekez..
I hate my fringe lo so curly..arghz..

Later ikea, we meet danny and harpreet at holland village, I think harpreet is not happy as she is very quiet. Normally she can be quite talkative de. Maybe because she been played for a fool by darling for letting her and danny ate salt sill. But i think is quite harmless lo, if one likes salt sill a lot should be like one offering you a gummy lo. Harpreet later said that the salt sill is quite nice just that we are not used to the taste than she offered to take the rest of the pack of gummy home. Later darling told me that harpreet is angry that she been played for a fool though she never say anything as darling know harpreet better than me.

We go inside the pub though the atmosphere is not bad but it is not enjoyable at all. Just order a few drinks seated around and drink only. Only after a few mouthful, I get gastric pains le. I think I can't drink liqueur lo. I hate my gastric always giving me so much problems. After the drinks, Harpreet suggested we go and eat the "zi char" over the coffee shop there. Holland V is filled wus so many caucasians lo, it like a gathering place for them. The "zi char" there is so so only, darling said that the hawker centre at ABC "zi char" is nicer. The bbq stingray and sotong is very nice.

Darling's ah kor which is his dad sister, is currently residing at his house for a few weeks lo, I dislike her lo, no matter wat I do she got comments de, then she keep asking me to eat the longevity peach bun(shou tao) which I really hate it a lot. I used a very nice way of saying I don want to eat le still she keep asking me. arghz...Even wat the maid is cooking she also want to meddle. actually the maid want to cook adobo for me to eat de but she said she want to cook than in the end she never cook also, watching tv and sleeping than I don't have adobo to eat le. I don know why she comes here for a few days only thn she like got lots of friends like that. she and the maid go to the market than she don want to go home cause she talking wus her friend lo. Then early in the morning at 7 am she say she going to the auntie house upstairs to chit-chat wus her..Go to someone house so early in the morning worz....

2008-09-30T15:29:00.002+08:00

My dear's birthday on 27 ten he wanted LV wallet a long time ago le. Finally I saved up enough to bought this for him though it is expensive but at least he is happy then is worth it. Actually he book out on the day of his birthday, supposed to fetch him at pasir ris den share cab wus his buddy de. But I am late den his buddy don wan to wait den he take train to look for me lo..So sweet of him that he never scold me when I am late lo. I felt that after he go ns le, he mature a lot. He planned for our future etc.. Can see a lot from his attitude and he cares a lot compared to last time for his family. We planned to get to get engage after he ord. But that still long ago..sob sob...He now still in pulau tekong not yet pop so from pop to ord got million years... Anyway I going to graduate soon... I been so stressed up recently on my fyp. I don know why dear do his fyp last time not stressful at all de. so xian*mu* kekez.. dear going to book out later on then we go out wus his family to eat dinner as on his birthday his mama go malaysia to visit his baby cousin after the operation.

That day I sms to sign up for promotion then the person told me that I win a $280 voucher. Then the person called me yesterday then I book appt for today then I feel weird then not going as the person called me this morning to remind me for the appt this afternoon 3pm. I decided not to go, the person called me again at 3 plus asking me whether have I reach, I said I got sum thg on will afraid have to cancel it. The person schedule me for this thursday I said I will not be free for this whole week and the person said you not free for 1 hour only mehz...I said I only free on next month so that in hoping that I don have to go. The person keep saying that the voucher got due date de I think up to this week but the advertisement I saw from the newspaper only 2 days ago lo. I felt sum thg fishy then said I want to forfeit this voucher, then the person change tactic saying they will call me back in a few days to ask the management to see whether can they extend the date. I scared thet are trying to hard sell lo.. Then forced me to sign this and that packages lo I very easy get "psycho" by salesperson de lo...Don noe whether is my worry unfound.

2008-09-20T00:48:00.002+08:00

My 2 little hammies. One is xin tian, the other is tian xin.

Love them to bits though not more than I love my darling.

Today my darling come my house to spend a few hours with me cause he can go back at 7 plus then must be back at camp at 11 plus. He spend the few hours with me really cherish it a lot. My mama cook darling favorite fish soup for him for his dinner. I so stupid, knowing that darling had to go back to camp later on, I go put the uniform into the washing machine to wash it. To his horror as he need it in 2 hours times so no choice had to spin dry it and iron it till dry. Really very sorry to darling actually can spend the little time we had together de in the end had to spend it ironing uniform. Sad...

2008-09-15T13:20:00.002+08:00

Been sick last week... so weak, got diarrhoea and vomiting lo. I eat the same thing in the morning and afternoon wus dear den at night eat the same thing wus my sis lo only me sick. Thursday den don feel like waking up.. Arghz.. 2nd week only I pon 3 times liao. Except for business finance I never pon yet... But I think soon le...Real sianz to go for lesson evry morning. My FYP is driving me nuts.. I really hate FYP. Why can't we have 1 FYP only...If only have 1 FYP den I complete liao... I hate studying I hate working too... I only wants to spend time wus dear only but he is in NS..Sob.. Every time he book out I spend less than 24 hours wus him lo...den I had to work on saturday even lesser time spend together... He going to POP soon le. Then maybe he got about 1-2 weeks before he will be posted to unit. Hope he will be posted to the unit that he can go home everyday lo.

I going to do rebonding this wednesday lo... Don noe want to book appointment or not cause wednesday got FYP den don noe wat time finish also..

2008-09-05T12:47:00.002+08:00

This morning raining heavily and the bed looked so tempting to me. Even my sis pon this morning lesson because it is so comfortable. I feel like ponning but to think of it, it is my first business finance lesson so better don yet. Lorraine should be the faci for this module, I heard she is down with chicken pox. So I guess for this 2 weeks there will be a relief faci for this module. Lorraine is my accounting faci for last sem so I think I know what is her style even though she only been as my accounting faci for bout 4-5 weeks.
Just now I go to the rest room don on my way back to class I walked into the wrong class worz. I so pai seh faster mutter a sorry and quickly walk out lo..I supposed to be in B class de I walked into A class..

Yesterday business and cyber law quite interesting but heavy as I still can't really differentiate civil law and criminal law and under which is in which court den inside the subordinate courts got even more courts worz.....I think going to have a tough time studying this module.

2008-09-04T15:29:00.004+08:00

Last day of school for marketing lesson. (12/08/08)

2008-08-12T15:43:00.003+08:00

today the last day of this semester le, the only module I attended for the last lesson. been sick during thursday and friday then can't go to school for BPMN and accounting module. Too lazy and tired to go for econs module yesterday. kekez...Actually tody since is the last module and last day of the semester don't feel like coming de but dear message this morning den he encourage me to come. If not I will be at home reading my novels lo...

Tomorrow going to pulau tekong to earn 3nda points...Den can't bring camera there (no cam hp) too den how?? I dont have no cam hp lo...Btw nowadays it eay to find a cheap phone but it hard to find a no camera phone hahahaz.... I cant live without my phone when I am outside... since I will be meeting my friend tomorrow morning first, it will be hard to contacteach other.

On thursday will be the official start of the holiday is also the official start of my working days.. I will be working quite a number of days for this coming holiday...about 13 days kekez.... I hate doing sales line lo...how I wish my holiday job is desk bound job lo but since it is only 3 weeks most company would not want to train a staff who could only work 3 weeks only. I have to bear wus it lo no choice...den stephanie keep having those stupid policy that only benefit the company not the staffs lo... It is getting harder and harder to work at the company lo...
Thank goodness that I only need to endure for a few more months only.... So many part timers left le, the number of familiar faces I seen is getting lesser and lesser everyday... Last time still got Elthea they all... Then Elthea quit le... Jia ling, Yu zhen quit too shortly.. Yan hua and Joyce quit last month den left only a few only...haiz..

2008-07-31T14:14:00.002+08:00

2 days before, I let my 2 hammies out on the bathing sand for a sand bath. But they seem ben ben de don noe how to use. Previously all my hammies know how to use bathing sand de lo. It should be a natural instinct lo since it is bathing but my winter white hammies like ben ben lo don know how to use de. I have no choice den I sprinkle on of the bathing sand on their backs. I already tried very careful not to let the bathing sand go into their eyes le since hammies are not like chinchilla have tears glands to remove irritants then one of my hammies I think eyes are bing irritated. It can't open the eyes lids then I tried to use a wet cotton bud to wipe it eyes. Hammies keep squirming about and struggling it really hard to wipe it eyes but thank goodness that finally get it done. The eye finally can open le.. I think I am not going to let them use the bathing sand anymore.

2008-07-24T09:35:00.003+08:00

My sis finally going back to school to study. I thought she would stick to her decision of not going back. The teachers and her classmates keep bombarding her with calls and smses to persuade her to go back. She said very paiseh coz the teachers keep calling, the teachers also call jw mum so his mum ask him to go back school nad my sis too. I wondered is it the persistance or the sincerity that toucher my sis to go back. Anyway she only left with attachment then graduate le so I think it is a pity to give up now. But now since she going back I wondered is she going to persue nursing or not. She told me she quit her engineering course to study nursing. I am really getting very sick of studying, I hate waking up early in the morning and if I pon, I feel miserable in the afternoon too coz I felt so lost, aimless and meaningless. I was still thinking do I want to go uni or not, if not I an just get a 2 pointers, if I want I need to strive very hard. I think my continuous poning would definitely cause my grades to drop tremendously and eventually pull down my year1 and 2 grades which I had worked hard to achieve. Dear told me don't let my year 1 and 2 grades go to waste. I do hope so but the pull not going to school is so strong plus the sleepiness that was pulling me back to bed every morning.

2008-07-21T12:56:00.003+08:00

Today I so suay lo. A few days ago, the discipline master mass email all that no one is to wear scantily and slippers. But I do not think anyone heed the email. When I reach agora entrance, I saw security guard standing there looking at all of us, when I go through the entrance, I took a second look at what he is looking at then just nice that we made eye contact. I continued my way to my block w6 then while waiting for the lift, he pop up besides me asking me whether am I a student? I said yes then he asked mefor my student id. I think he caught me cause my top is sleeveless and I wore slippers. I felt so embarrassed and unfair. About 80% of the student are wearing slippers and wearing more scantily than me yet only I am caught. But what puzzled me is if he wanted to catch me why followed me all the way till w6 then catch me instead of catching me at the agora there.

2008-07-18T12:18:00.002+08:00

FYP presentation over le but got a sickening feeling of it. That day during presentation, the evaluators were pi pointing each and every single details criticising our project till not a cent worth of it. Even our diagrams are being pointed out of it. They said our ERD only used 3 tables out of the 7 then why do we put company information as a table. Then they also pin pointing out the data flow diagram. I presenting the wireframes and site maps then they asked me to skip then I don't have anything on it to present. Haiz... later the faci told us that we are the weakest out of the 4 teams who did this project. That dampen my heartz even more. The module chair even suggested we do not take this project part 2 for the next semester and so we are to choose another 3. Then the project we chose are for 4 persons de so someone who don have a team might be joining us. So scared that the person is weird weird or don do thing de. Haiz...

2008-07-14T12:39:00.002+08:00

FINALLY OVER LE!!! Submitted my fyp at 10.05am this morning. Over le. Next going to chiong presentation on the 16. Need to be in school by 9am, presentation starts at 10am, kinda nervous. Then got a little of break in between until we started on our next fyp. Still doing on the same project but with advanced features. Going to start around the first week of aug. The whole of year 3 keep doing fyp. Really too stressed up with it le. The last few weeks being quite stressed over it. When there are errors, I really feel like killing myself. The next fyp I am kinda worried. With gladys gone, she excelled in debugging part, really hope can keep the bugs away.

2008-07-08T14:04:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow going to be my FYP mock presentation with my supervisor another team. Her other team 1 of the members just coincidently to be my classmates too. My FYP final presentation is on the 16, 1 more week only lehz..scared if cannot do well then die for sure. My FYP team mate pull out suddenly then want to join other team, so throw us in the middle of nowhere when we only have 2 members. Then I remembered that last semester rina told me that she still don have a team so I asked her then her team members always mia then she jumped over.

2008-06-30T16:06:00.003+08:00

I do not know why I had terrible stomache. I went to the toilet twice in a short span of time. 2 very vicious stomaches that I could not do anything.I ate spicy ban mian and peppermint green tea after that I had stomache. Limei ate spicy ban mian and drank bubble tea but she is alright. Wondering why I had the stomaches. Hopefully I will be fine when I reach home later on.

2008-06-24T11:45:00.003+08:00

Really force myself to wake up everyday to go to school. My first thought when the alarm rings is I am so tired I want to pon, but on second thoughts I pon too much le. I had already pon twice for every modules and for my accounting module I pon thrice le. I cant afford to pon anymore but I cant resist my comfy bed and cosy morning atmosphere every morning. Nowadays I used to going to work rather than going to school. Maybe as I am getting older, studying become a secondary option compared to working. A few years back, I prefered studying than working, recently my mentality changes maybe it is because I keep reminding myself that 7 more months then I graduate le. But my first concern is my FYP. I undergo too much of stress daily that I getting more and more temperamental and wincing.

Today I dont feel like going to school de, but I pon 2 times le then in the afternoon got marketing UT and today is marketing lesson, so it is better to attend to refresh my memory to prepare better for the UT later on. I pon my first marketing UT le so cant afford to pon another kekez... Recently I become so bad keep poning and so restless and lazy in school. I dread going for lesson everyday. I so suay, I missed the train that I normally take then even though the next train is 4 mins away but I knew I will be late de. At the time really feel like going back as late then will be downgraded even though if is only 1 min late. I walked to school then when I am at the shelter I tripped and fall flat. I hurt my palms and knees but thank goodness I am wearing long pant thus only some abrasions and scratches. Sharold and Limei asked whether did anyone held me up but too bad none only 1 guy not sure either is malay or indian telling me be careful then walked off. There are so many people walking to school at the shelter there then I am so paiseh that I dont even dared to look back. My palms and knees hurts badly.

2008-06-20T15:20:00.004+08:00

School reopens le so sianz. Everyday feel like poning school. During the second week of the holiday, I and my dear went to cameron highlands. I board the bus at 10.30 pm at Golden Miles Complex on the 10 Jun. We reached Brinchang town at around 8.30am the next day. Brinchang town stood at around 5000 ft high. The air is very cool and breezy when we stepped down the coach. We had a brief breakfast in the town where there is the only shop that sold food. There got a family the husband is a caucasian their so called hotel is Lutheran mansion. In the bus, all of them lived at Equatorial hotel 1 of the 5 stars hotel there then whereas we and the causasian family stayed at the Lutheran mansion. On the way there we passed by strawberry park hotel first the one we stayed at they commented it is so beautiful, We supposed the mansion must be so pretty or grand but on the way in, we must get through a wet and bumpy forest to get into the mansion and it look like a run down cottage with only 1 old house keeper to look after only. I guess they were trying to mask the embarassement when they reached there by saying what a nice and big tennis court when the tennis court is so run down old and in a heap of ruins.

The first day we go for a normal leisure tours at most of the bee farms, market, temple and so on. Quite bored and not much. At cameron highland, the people there sleep early and wake up early too that is why our second day trip is at 9.30am. So we had to wake up at 7.30am to wash up and have our breakfast at the hotel lobby then waited for the van to pick us up. We went to the tea factory and all the agriculture places to look at the farming over there, we also went to the place where the orang asli lived. Those native tribe people who moved to the suburbs and began to build shelter for themselves with planks on the mountaineous terrains. The afternoon ended with a nature trek into the wet and mossy forest when there is no steps for us to climb and had to hold on to tree branches and rocks to climb and stepped on those mossy grounds. But it is quite fun as I loved treking and exhilaring, but if those "da xiao jie" type horz they would faint lo, cause the trek destroyed the birthday present I bought for myself a pair of shoes. Sob Sob. After the short trek, we went up to the highest peak of the mountain. 6666 feets above sea level. The afternoon trip started with the various trip to the vegetable gardens and farms and we bought 3 catuses back cause it looked so cute at the catus garden. It ended with a steamboat dinner.

2008-05-12T12:01:00.003+08:00

last sunday went out wus dear to town. I go suntec to find sammi to return her the food republic discount card loaned to me by lili. Then they tots i working on that day hahaz... Later went to buy candy mix from minitoons to bring in cinema to eat. Go GV buy Iron Man movie tickets. Actually I was quite skeptical about it as I wanted to watch over her dead body or the hansel and gretel de. But it turned out to be quite good.

After the movie we went to MOF to eat finally got a chance to eat MOF wus dear le. Then we sign up for the membership card. Den dear wanted to put his name but I said if he go NS den he seldom use put my name....den we came to a compromise...for the name to display on card we put clay & sheryl hahaz....I wondered would the one processing the card bewildered.

I still eat my favorite toji set but the side dish I choose tempura.

Dear eat chicken cutlet set wus karrage. Can see abit of dear hand as he don allow me to take his pics. Bleahz~

2008-05-05T11:39:00.004+08:00

today don know why I so suay. Wake up then my sis using the bath room. Normally she had already gone out or sitting at the dressing table le den she is still showering. Not sure what come over her to shower which she does not do it normally. She finally finish her showering after numerous time of rushing. I had to rush into many of my morning routine as my time had been eat in. While wearing my contact lens, the rifht side dropped and could not find it, then I had to open a new 1. Later when I reach home, I realised the right side of my contact len is stuck on the leg of my sis keyboard. Arghz.. I only left 2 months supply only. I bought 6 months supply but I use only 2 months den left 2 months. haiz... The moment I stepped out of my house to climb the stairs I almost tripped and fall. Thank goodness I hold onto the wall.

2008-04-25T16:04:00.002+08:00

i am so surprise today. At the start of the third meeting my class presented a slide of me, sang me happy birthday song and have a slice of cake for me I think bought at the bread shop at w4. At the moment I felt that my body radiated warmth and heat so strong that it might scorch myself. I can't said I am embarassed but it is a feeling that so that all the attention is just focused on me entirely the intensity well I guess I am not used to this type of celebration. Well i am glad that I have a bunch of friendly classmates that most of them I only know them for 3 weeks.

2008-04-25T13:57:00.004+08:00

My feet hurts from the damn shoes I am wearing now. The speedy rhino shoes that I bought from swank yesterday was supposed to be the birthday present I bought for myself. I wore it on my way to school today and both the heel caps dropped off making loud thudding noises whenever I walked on non carpetted surfaces. That was not all, I almost slipped and fell twice today. The missing heel caps makes the shoes extremely slippery and prones to slipping. I am so embaressed of keep slipping off. Their shoes are nice, cheap but certainly not durable but I guess cheap does not come with quality. But the hush puppies shoes aint any better the shoes cost 100 bucks yet it hurts my feet too. I think my havainna flip flop is still the best but flip flop cant match with those dresses and skirts. Haiz... what to do! I only need durable and nice looking shoes.

2008-04-24T14:44:00.002+08:00

Saturday went shopping wus elthea. I tried to wear hush puppies shoes but my leg hurt alot den go buy this pair of shoes. On my way home i accidentally kick it against the bus seat den the flower dropped off. so sad. I worn once only.

2008-04-17T10:36:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was really in a bad mood. Reached home after work around 11pm then I get quite frustrated. Finished work quite late then interfered wus my sleeping time. Nowadays seem to have insufficient sleep and really plenty of rest. Reach home so late liao then finished all the thing just before 12am. Sianz.. was supposed to hit the bed at 11 plus. Den just ate finish also cant sleep too. Really regret giving my schedule on wednesday.

Was really quite worried recently coz my fyp team dumped me... throw me into a frenzy as year 3 le most have already form team le even though is second semester. luckily fion and elaine adopted me hahaz. heaved a sigh of relief.

This morning on the way to school, a guy next to me doze off den his head keep loping to my side den I am already have limited spaces den keep tilting towards me den his hair stink. OMG, I feel so miserable sitting there but I am really too lazy to move and limited space in the morning train too.

2008-04-14T12:49:00.004+08:00

I had to dragged myself out of the bed today. I slept quite early last nitez but not sure why so tired, guess is monday blues. Sunday was a marvelous day for me. Went to toa payoh pasar malam wus dear to eat the putu piring, taiwan sausage and bird nest drink, the bird nest drink no bird nest inside de just flavored water. Really missed last time after school, always go to causeway pt there got pasar malam there alot of food to eat. Still remember we liked to eat the malay grey colour fish sticks, ramly burger (dear likes), indian prawn buns wus the green chilli and 1 of the particular stall the bird nest drinks got alot of the fake bird nest. As we walked further on to blk 177, got the famous deep fried goreng pisang, I bought 2 for us. Went to united square to the toy 'r' us to play like 2 kids. we used the foam swords and fights like last time medieval times knight, wondering whether the person viewing the cctv will laugh or not. Walk to one of the section dear cast a catching butterflies net around my head...do I look like a butterflies?? Den we proceed to eat ben and jerry ice cream. I broke my regular habit of eating chunky monkey trying pineapple wus passionfruit swirls, dear as usual eat his mint chocolate chunk. Last time we eat 1 pint only 11 plus den increase to 13.70 le worz... Now everything also increase at the rate the prices keep increasing don need to eat le worz.. After the ice cream we shop around popular and challenger. The sony microvault my sis bought 1gb for 29 bucks now only 18.70 le. I am interested in the 2gb de green colour de very nice don want to have the same colour as my sis. Tired of walking around went to starbucks to have a cuppa.....as usual I don drink coffee only dear did I had mango passionfruit. starbucks coffee is cheaper den coffee beans but for the blended drinks coffee beans have more selection. Starbucks is so cold inside making my brains freeze and so hungry so we went out of it to eat the 328 katong lasksa. We are the last 2 customers le. While eating still got alot of customers came den the aunties said close le. Only 8 pm only so early close shop. Dear laksa put too much chilli le den the soup is very salty and choking. Only can taste the chilli oil and dear keep coughing. On the bus ride home dear had tummy pains but he so stubborn don want to eat med.

At w6 the queue waiting for the lift is so long, I reach class at 8.34, the faci marked me late den downgrade me 0.5 lo. stupid policy. Last time got 15 mins allowance de lo now abolish the system le. Everyday there so many people waiting for 902 den the queue is damn long reach interchange early doesn't mean it not late. To think I will be penalise by 0.5 for my today grade. Life in school without dear makes me lack of motivation to study and come to school. I had already pon my first lesson in marketing le. hahaz. Only left 1 more time to pon.

2008-04-08T13:30:00.005+08:00

Long time never blog liao... Really busy during the holiday. Some of my non working days I need to accompany clay's mum to the hospital for check up. Recently she just been through an operation. This thursday she had to undergo chemotherapy as her cancerous cells had been the last of stage 2. From what I heard, I think after her chemotherapy she will undergo radiotherapy lastly followed by hormotherapy. I think the whole procedure of therapies take about 7 years to complete. I cringe the moment I think of chemotherapy wus all the dropping of hair and the nausea feeling. Clay's mum engage a new maid to look after her while she undergo those therapies. So far I had not seen the maid yet, clay asked me to go his house later on to check out her maid..hahahazz..It seem like I had to use soft interrogate her later on.

My birthday coming soon le, I wish I can go to MOF to have my birthday dinner. Went there once wus cindy I think is yummy.
I like the one that look like the steam boat. I think is seafood toufu. Feel like eating again. hahaz...

Yesterday, on my way home I kana dragged by a beautician to her salon, she keep psycho me buy her facial packages. Do you know her facial packages cost $960. Siaoz lo. I work in hush puppies for 1 month also don have $960 lo. Den I said I don want to sign packages den she said what a pity, her expression changed lo when I don want to sign the packages.
I rather go skin revival or body shop if I want to do facial. At least they are more professional and the ambience better, not like that salon. I went to skin revival 2 weeks ago wus cindy I think they are quite professional.
I go do rebonding that day, at first the lady boss said 128 de. Den I think it is quite reasonable den they asked me to sit coz the previous shop I ask they said 180. After they shampoo my hair they asked me to do treatment cost $58. The total cost would be $186. The previous salon I asked only quote $180 only lo. Den the customer service not good de. The previous salon the people very helpful den is honest at least they don't trick me into the salon.

2008-02-01T15:21:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of my year 2 semester. My class actually not bad got 15 people worz... On my way to the ladies the other class all leave le. Their lesson end so early today worz... The faci so lo so de lesson ends at 3.10. kekez... Juz finish taking the class photos.

2008-01-28T15:22:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... today is the last week of school. Actually I dont know whether I am sad or elated that 16 weeks passed in a blink of eyes.

2008-01-14T13:33:00.000+08:00

I received calls from hush puppies central mall yesterday. I had 2 missed calls. I was puzzled as I need not work at hush puppies yesterday and had no schedule at central mall too. I called back and Randy asked me why I had not collected the stuff toy that he had given it to me. He told me he is very sad if I don't want it. OMG...it makes my hair stood on ends. Then I said I will collect it when I goes to junction 8 to collect my cheque only then he hang up the phone. haiz.. He is really a pain in the arse.
Soo Yee called me to ask about my schedule for next month but I had not yet received a reply from cindy company whether do they have a vacancy for temp staff over there. Hope I can get a reply from them within these few days so I can revert back to hush puppies.

My class only left wus 9 ppl today. Hahaz.. The problem for today is quite difficult then a lot of them left after the 1st meeting. So now only had 2 team wus 9 ppl I presume the lesson will ends quite early today.

2008-01-08T15:21:00.000+08:00

Today nearly late for school worz.. Supposed to wake up at 6.50 de den I din heard my alarm ring den continue sleeping till my sis wake me up at 7.08 when she about to go to school. I thought it is still so early lo annoyed at her for waking me up den see the time den flinched.

Luckily not late for school but no time to eat breakfast so eat at first breakout at 9.30. Today in the afternoon got my FYP briefing lo. Going 3rd year le abit scared den the FYP seemed so tedious if failed den cannot grad le. scared~

Oh yar by the way dat day on new year eve, I wrk at hp junction 8 outlet, that tiko randy gave me an eeyore stuff toy lo.. scary~ if normal ppl i will be happy got gift lo but the randy is a desperate guys. In hp, he told almost every part time girls that he likes them den he always tried to take opportunities to touch us de.

2007-12-24T18:04:00.000+08:00

Meet cindy at orchard control station after her work, have our dinner at the restaurant Central in takashimaya. Had XO seafood fried rice and eight treasures tea. Cindy had baked rice and same as me for the drinks. The couple sat next to us is very rude absolutely no manner. While having our dinner halfway, suddenly 1 hand stretched over our table to take the chilli sauce. Well if the woman wanted the chilli sauce she can well ask us whther do we need it or not but she just simply take from our table and put it at her table and treat as nothing happened. what the ****. People nowadays don even have basic courtesy.

After the dinner we went to the shop around at isetan and we had our photo taking session...hahaz..

2007-12-16T18:25:00.000+08:00

Hahaz.. Finally school holiday starts le.. Last friday I pon my last MIS lesson for this trem.Went to bugis wus my dear to shop.
Long time never go bugis liao den they renovated the basement area. Eat the snacks there den very full. Den very thirsty go ya kun there drink tea and eat half boil eggs. wah seh their half boil eggs very de big lehz compared wus the school omes slot of differenc lehz.. The school half boil eggs so small like for children de that day in school eat their morning set meal not full at all de den the ya kun de set only eat the half boil eggs very full le.
After that went to bugis junction level 1, go ettusais counter there pei dear buy his facial products. Den dear pei me go level 2 there to see dresses. But the dresses doesnt fit me. haiz... den later go bugis village, I bought a white hot pant and 3 pairs of earings hahaz..
So sianz tommorow have to go tampines mall and work lohz... so far take train there at least 1 hour lo den have to wake up super duper early. How I wish I am at junction 8 lo I take bus there maximum 15 mins bus ride only. Den I complained to soo yee ask her don't always give me work so far but she said roster not she planned one lohz.. humph
Later when I hanged up the call sidney said that her store got new staff den need more senior de part timers to work lohz since they are not familiar wus the thing yet but if I lives near ther I don't mind lohz but IMM and my house so far.. Yesterday I 10.3pm knock off den I 12 midnight den reach my house lehz.. Den somemore I still have to shower, blow dry my hair and den have my dinner end up at least around 1 plus den can slp de. Haiz...
So ku ming have to work lohz..

2007-12-04T10:27:00.000+08:00

My mum told me yesterday that my ah ma in indonesia is blind liao. I was so shocked and stunned. My ah ma is quite a nice old lady and very soft spoken but she smoke too excessive.
My second uncle who had just go back to indonesia told me that the other time when he goes back she is blind and get her treated which eventually she recovered. But the next time when he go back, she was again blind and could not be treated anymore. My third uncle wife bullied her by letting her be the last one to eat whatever that is left by the rest of the family members. All the neighbour will all criticising her but they could not do anything to help her. Those fish wus alot of bones are left for a blind old lady trying to have her meals and fearing of the those fish bones. Some of the fish have very tiny bones which will make 1 feel very discomfort if accidentally sallowed. Yet my third uncle condone his wife of such doing to his mother. Haiz...

2007-12-04T10:13:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I felt that life is so unfair and unjust.
In life, the amount of work that one does, does not equal to the end product she getting.
For my team, I do alot more than my other team mates yet I get this type of grade, They just do a little of the ppt and elaborate a little, I go to the extra length by engaging all my team mates to discuss actively during 1st and 2nd mtg and done up the diagrams wus my team mates. They have alot of doubts and I clear it by discussing it wus them and try not to be domineering in the team yet this is the type of grade I am getting ... The barbie doll did not do anythg, she give the wrong information during the discussing of the diagram when the faci already said what is the correct one, she must have trouble hearing the information when all noe what is the correct and what nots. She do just 2 or 3 slides and talk excessively and try to act like 1 a spoilt, pampered and pretty princess.
On one ocassion, one guy in my class remarked on a girl from other class who had just come in to our class she is pretty. She immediately ah hum and said I not pretty mehz? OMG... who would be so unashamed to said that in front of the whole class and forced him to said she is pretty before letting the matter goes...OMG..

2007-11-27T14:43:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to causeway point to watch enchanted wus dear. Overall I think it is a quite worth to watch it. Though I don really like to watch animation movie but this is a mixture of both and seem quite fresh to me. I also like the ending when the fairytale princess ended up wus the attorney. Sometime I think love is quite fragile too. Imagine the attorney dated a woman for 5 years and planning to get engaged but ended up wus the fairytale princess.

Today is me and my dear 2 years and 5 months anniversary. Kekez...

I really hate the barbie doll!! Act smart when she aint and trying to point out mistakes which is not and always trying to get people attntion. She always think she is very beautiful, in my opinion I also don noe she used how many layers of make up to cover her face! I think without make up she must look scary.

2007-11-23T13:28:00.000+08:00

I do not know why it is for 2 person to be in love have difficulties in communicating perfectly. It seemed to me in my dear's eyes that I am a worthless person wus alot of faults. Am I dat bad? Is my characters really dat bad that lead him to chastise me?

2007-11-20T14:44:00.000+08:00

wah so tired recently.

Friday go dear house to stay overnitez as saturday morning need to be at jurong pt by 6.30am. We taking bus to johore.kekez...First time going wus tour de everytime go overseas always free and easy de. Going wus dear and dear mummy sort of weird coz wus his mama. The bus damn slow we waited till 7am le den come make us "fa zhan"for 1/2 hour.

When reach JB le den got 1 auntie sitting wus dear's mum extremely chatty and noisy like a machine gun lik dat -ta-ta-ta-ta- non stop 1. hahaz...The bus stopped at Taman Sentosa there de coffee shop for our breakfast den when dear and his mum go order food and drinks for us the auntie chatted wus me den asked me why would I took a fancy to dear as he is quite big in size.....Den I was lik duh...Den I reply dat appearance does not matter much in relationship. Den she goes on and on.....I was like thinking if she said dat to me, she not scared I told dear and his mum mehz...Well anyway I did told them anyway....

Dear's mum aso cant stand her coz she too chatty liao...

Our first stop is the chocolate factory..I quite like chocolate de, but their chocolate is not very nice at all. They gave us sample chocolate drink it was like yuck got a dry after taste lo. Den we din buy any chocolate there. Those chocolate sold at fairprice taste nicer lo to think is a factory outlet...

Next we went to GIANT hyper market, coz dat is one of the largest in the state of JB. Den the GIANT there muz deposit bags over there at the customer counter de except small handbag.
They scared people steal hahaz... The products there are normal groceries lo steal de also stupid, steal worthless stuffs.

We have our lunch at one of the near seaside small restaurant. The food there is nice but the lobsters were very disappointing. They go deep fried the lobsters lo...Den it is not very fresh. I guess it is not fresh le dat y they go deep fried it. But the crabs and the fresh oyster eggs and fishball soup very nice den the rest were okies only. Den dear's mum bought a bit of the local stuffs over there but nothing fascinating. After that we went to the fruit farm den got a sudden downpour den my jeans was soaking wet so damn uncomfortable.

Den we went to the crocodile farm. Wah the farm was so big lo den the people said that he spend 2000 bucks a day just to feed all the crocodiles. His crocodile so scary lo got a few hundred plus years old liao den very huge. We stood on the bridge watching the farm owner provoke the crocodile wus a stick den the snapping of the mouth sound was so loud. If fall down the bridge den surely become the crocodile meal de. One of the hundred years old crocodile tried to snatch the stick from the farm owner lo den only managed to snatched it back marginally only. Dear dare to carry the small crocodile lo den he tried to scare the tour leader wus the crocodile den she screamed so loud hahaz...Luckily I moved away fast if not he sure come after me wus the crocodile de.

We reached the restaurant early lo so me and dear went to buy otah outside a small malay shop, the otah is so sweet and spicy lo. Spicy I still can take it but sweetness is yucky. Though the restaurant furbishing is not bad but the food is so disappointing. The portion is so little only hardly filling at all. Got the deep fried plate wus all those ngoh-hiang, dumpling, spring rolls and some i don noe wat izit den come the fried rice and the prawns. I skip the prawns as I had it earlier in the afternoon liao too much cholesterol lo if still eat again. The veggies were okies but still a far cry from the afternoon de. The rest were so so only haiz... I dropped my phone in the toilet den 1 of the tour mate picked up and asked whose phone den I managed to take it back thank goodness...

We had a boat ride on the river to watch fireflies den it juz a small tiny light shinning only different from wat we saw from tv de. In tv de they always move around but the 1 i saw they so stagnant den any noise will frightened them away.

We board back the bus at 9pm. Had a lucky draw den I won the grand prize is the merlion wus multi-light and metal tooth pick for fruits. But I prefer the second prize is a small bear den when uu press got I love uu sound de. dear said if he win it he will give it to me but too bad he dint. The pair of bears went to a couple.

I gave the merlion to dear's mum coz I don really like it den reach dear's house around 10 plus liao so tired.

2007-11-13T11:52:00.000+08:00

There a chinese saying that in each and every family, there are problems that outsiders don noe de. Some times I really feel so tired lehz. In life everything we had a choice only that we cant choose our parents. Sometimes I think if I different parents, my pathway of my life will be much more smmother and easier and definitely happier.

2007-11-12T10:05:00.000+08:00

Attended my company hush puppies party on the 29/10. Overall, I think it is quite okies except that the food is quite disappointing. The sushi not nice to eat quite plain den i don eat sashimi de.haiz... The roasted beef i don eat look weird to me like those in turkey type den the people will slice the meat off a huge big chuck type look so beefy kekez.. The pasta is awful....I think i can cook better pasta den it den the seafood is so cold even with the fire burning below the tray.

Den I think the best is the coke ba. hahaz. Alot of them drink beer and wine den most of them ended up drunk den need those sober one 2 send them home. Stephanie and derrick the worst de.

From the top-left clockwise:

doreen, jialing, jian liang,donathan,

weiquan, yuzhen, elthea, me!

me, elthea and yuzhen

top-left:

yanhua, joyce,sidney,elthea,me

yanhua, joyce and sidney used to be from x:odus de den close down den they joined hush puppies around july this year.

yanhua, joyce and elthea also from rp.kekez..

The 4 girls from rp.Hoozzz!!!

me in hush puppies penthouse lobby..

comfy and grand.

2007-10-26T08:47:00.001+08:00

Arghz...Haiz... I get a D for my MIS shit... Actually cant blame much too..I so stupid, last week ppt I go and take some slides from 6th ppt den forget to change the name of the company den the faci noe this is from some place den she gave me a D.errrrr...So sad. My 1st D and feel so yuan wang. So many ppl copied 6th ppt and other ppl slides den I kana also blame myself never see properly forget to change the company name on the ppt slides.

2007-10-16T09:48:00.000+08:00

We having web application module yesterday, den due to some disagreements and some events happened, the whole class pon after 2nd meeting. Actually I don want to pon de but the whole class wan 2 pon den cant possibly I stay alone ma? so no choice in the end all pon. Den juz nw friso come over to talk to us wanting to know the reason for the left of the class. He talk to us about we cant possibly like everyone but we had to to get along especially guys going to NS.......He said that he will be back 5 mins later wus ben gay the guy wus relief for friso. He quite weird la. He seem like trying to play golf during class by swinging his hand. Hahaz...juz nw the whole class talk about this den all laugh. That ben gay and friso come back later berated on and finally they left a whole ago. I think after this incident, life might not be easy to get along for web application module as the whole class offend both the faci.

2007-10-11T14:52:00.000+08:00

So sianz ah...thursday afternoon is so bored.. Feliz is so weird de...Sometimes during presentation, when you present one of the slides then he will look at you throughout the slide, it is like there are errors on the side but he kept quiet saying nothing, it is rather baffling.

Going out later to sunshine plaza to print my guy PP poster... I going to faint liao... The PP submission date is drawing nearer yet I haven finished editing it... OMG....

I felt so pai seh and lan lohz...my 1st sem classmate yanlin started later then me...then her accepted liao den mine still dangling there...I really mei yong.kekez....

My frenzie antt, recently joined a new band den she interested in 1 of her band member....I think they are having a platonic relationship lohz coz from the replies of the msn messages from the guy...but anyway wish her luck if thy both liked each other.

Looking forward to saturday, going to dear house to cook for him....den spend quality time wus each other..lately he been very busy wus his FYP den me wus my PP...really no time spend wus each other, even though see each other in sch everyday but the time spend is left den 1 hour. Morning meet at woodlands platform den take bus to sch, afternoon meet for half hour lunch den after sch meet up to go back to train station...haiz... a very sianz and typical routine... really hope to inject some pleasant excitement to my life....

last week, my dear forgot to bring his labcoat den cant go in lab den wan me 2 pon wus him... den after 1st meeting den i pon den the next day i check my webmail, the faci email me wanting to explain the reason for pon...coz my team all pon coz they don noe hw 2 do web application. Den dat stupid faci give me an F...den this week he give me A!! den the comment what a difference from the last 2 weeks...

2007-10-09T10:23:00.000+08:00

Sometimes life is so sad...uu have to lose some to gain some. In school as time pass, I gained new frenz but also lose some. In the earlier semester, we were so close, always talk and go out tgt de but when change class liao juz like normal hi bye frenz only. So sad...:(
These few days i always quarrel wus my bf de. I late only he nag haiz... He wants me to come earlier the next day muz be earlier than him lohz.

Den today he overslp wake up at 7.30 den reach woodlands inter already 8.35 liao. Den i keep quiet wait for him to say sorry but he dint. Den at last volcano erupts... I throw rocks, lava, soots at him den he retaliate den both liang bai ju shang, we quarrel till I reached w6. Haiz... Later on msn he say sorry. If he is willing to say sorry in the first place, we wont have to quarrel liao. Haiz... In the end muz say also y cannot say in the first place ne? I am the type chi ruan bu chi ying de lo, if uu are the sort do wrong willing to apologise, I am willing to forgive and forget de. Hehez...but uu horz dat type to quarrel back wus me de den die liao... coz I am the type uu step on my tail uu shall die de.....woooo :D

2007-10-05T14:49:00.000+08:00

Today is just like a normal day in school but when the mediacorp team arrived, alot of the guys goes gaga over fiona xie. Even the canteen aunties taking pics of fiona xie. Hahaz... During breakout time, the canteen is packed with people surrounding fiona xie and team hahaz.... Saw her interviewing one of the girls, but none of the surrounding people dared to stand close to them in fear of being snap by the cam..

So sianz...later got System Analysis and Design UT.errrr....I din study much of it.. Hope it wont be too difficult..

2007-09-27T12:38:00.000+08:00

Today my dear's birthday. His first day back in school after his chicken pox breakouts. I bought a crumpler bag for him. Later I planning to go jurong point to eat den we go to a nearby mscp to celeb.I will be lighting candles on his birthday cake den wish him happy birthday. The night sky wus the candles should be very romantic. Today besides is dear birthday is also our 2 years and 3 months anniversary.

2007-09-20T12:43:00.001+08:00

Arghz... Today faci like shit and my life is like shit tooo! That stupid guy go kana sick den catch dat stupid chicken pox virus from me den cpcb.....Really cant stand it. I got chicken pox also never like him like that. He damn weird see doctor for his chicken pox for 200++. Like doctor give surpressant drug for the chicken pox this and dat.....I see doctor, dat damn 1 give me a bottle of stupid calamine lotion only lo...I see how that stupid going to suffer when he is not allow to go out of the house for 2 weeks to let him have a taste of it.

2007-09-18T13:41:00.000+08:00

Today is the second day of school reopening of my second semester. Actually my mc was supposedly to end today de, but I scared can not catch up and the look of unfamiliar faces when going back on day 4 de. Though recovered le, I still got lots of that damned chicken pox scars.... It's ugly!! When I am free to make a trip down the pharmacy, i must buy the med for lightening of scars de.

The 2 weeks at home is so terrible. Holiday was supposed to be enjoyable but mine was to stayed at home the whole day long. The first few days was the worst. It was so itchy and it all those scary red tiny circles appearing and swelled wus liquid. Eeks! But towards the start of the second week, it was better considerately, still I am not to be allowed to go out and wus hideous face of mine and the scary red dots, people no doubt will treat me as plague de.

During my convalences, I slept till 1 plus everyday and slept around 3 plus every morning. Doing nothing but to play games and watch tv everyday. It was so comfortable den now have to wake up 6 plus every morning really hard to adapt back to the morning school time.

How I wish RP had the multi-timing system. Can go to school different timing everyday de.

2007-08-13T13:59:00.000+08:00

Thursday (09/08)
Today is National day. I went to the salon near my new house to do rebonding. But the end is not straight as the woman did not put the chemical on the hair ends as i had rebonding before den my hair will break if continue to put chemical on it. So my hair is now the root straight den the end curly. Den my frenz thought i doing treatment only. Hahaz...Den after rebonding I went to dar house to spend the night there to watch ndp and he cook for me. Den the next day wake up liao feeling too tired den don feel like going to school, den my gastric act up again den destined cannot go to school. Later in the afternoon bringing dar's cousins to jurong pt to shop. Den jing xuan keep wanting to take the car when the door can open and close de, which I don understand her baby language.

Saturday (11/08)
On saturday, I was supposed to reach my workplace at 10.30 am de as I am working full shift on sat, I had actually awake at 8.45 am de le but I am too lazy to climb out of my bed and intended to carry on sleeping. I intended to reach around 12 pm the time for half shift. Later around 10.45 am while I am having my breakfast, Richard (central mall in-charge) called to ask me why I had not reached yet.

Sunday (12/08)
Fortunately I am able to wake up today. Dear told me he would give me morning call to wake me up de but he too overslept. I reach there around 10.28 am, still got 2 more mins. Today is Serene last day working wus me as her last day is on the 17 of this month but my next working day is on the 25 at central mall by then she had already left the company.

2007-07-31T20:42:00.000+08:00

Haiz... I really don't understand guys at all. They can be so sweet at this moment but becomes a raging bull at the next. I really feel like giving up, I am so tired in carrying on le. All the unexpected change in temperament are building stress in me apart from my hectic schedule. Sometimes I wondered how much longer my pathetic body could survive in this tough tough world. I don't understand?? I always thought that girls are supposed to be protected by guys, let alone lay a finger on them. But I don't understand why am I suffering all these abuses. Antt told me that she very pei fu me for being able to endure so long in this relationship. She said that the girls should leave once the guy had lay a finger on her, but it not easy to do so. I really lack of the courage. Frankly speaking, I really admired Antt alot that she is able to stand up again after the fatal attack from her previous guy. I could still remembered that she not able to sleep at nitez and being crying almost any nitez. Melancholy always attacked her without any signals. All those difficult times she been through I witnessed all of it, so I really said that she is tough. Antt said I am addicted to love but the the relationship is she right I don't know. I am in a confused state of mind now. So I should slowly sort thing out and let it calm down. I think we all need a period of cooling down.

2007-07-31T10:00:00.000+08:00

After work on saturday nitez, I went over to laogong's house to stay over. After showering, I watch 周日八点档 wus him and later he go down buy me nasi lemak to eat. I particularly like the nasi lemak opp his block de. An old auntie sell de. It is very nice. A pack is just the rice and chilli anchovies. It's mamamia. While eating it we watched 我猜我猜我猜猜猜. Later then we continue to watch....but I cant remembered the show's name. Starring: 蔡卓妍，陈小春.... The story line somehow like 200 pounds beauty juz dat the middle portion and last portion different.
Haiz... Like the most is on sunday, I watched High School Musical. Before that I played ps1 wus laogong. And after watching the show, we continued to play and the last game I win hahaz....

2007-07-17T15:18:00.000+08:00

The past few days were a painful process to go through. Been quarreling and having different opinions on different matters. From the small matters triggered the problems of what we are having. How we are doin now it is still aright having reach a common understanding and try to accomodate each other.

How I wish we had more time for each other when the time is so limited. You are so busy wus ur fyp and I so busy wus my work. We almost see each other everyday yet the time we really saw each other and able to talk is less than 2 hours compared to the 24 hours each have everyday. On days like wed, sat and sun we don even meet up.

How I wish we can invent a device called time saving machine. When we are working or studying, we saved our time on the device and when we go out we can used the time we had saved den we will have more time to spend together.

I yearn for freedom at the same time I don even have enough time to spend wus uu let alone wus my girl friends. Haiz...

Time is so limited. Maybe I should work less if not I really had to struggle between giving tuition, working, studying and being committed to a relationship.

2007-06-29T17:00:00.000+08:00

两周年的承诺

在一起这两年来，我们有了不少的欢笑也有了不少的失落。

这一路走来并非容易，彼此之间的信任包容与宽恕缺一不可。

在很偶遇的情况下我们认识了对方，还记得那时的你对我存着蒙胧的信任

我也有怀疑过你所说的的承诺。

现在的我们无所顾忌，也无所不谈但为何少了刚开始的甜蜜。

莫非这是所谓的蜜月期以过后的后遗症吗?

刚开始时的时刻的甜蜜与现在的信任

那一个比较重要呢?

2007-06-29T15:45:00.000+08:00

悲伤

晴天是雨天的悲伤

太阳的照射温暖不了我的心

独自一个人看见了别人的欢笑

冰寒了我的心

仿佛这个世界不值得我留念

直到你来的时刻

第一道曙光照亮了灰暗的心

在这时刻我尤如打开了心窗

述吐了我的悲伤

现实还是逃不过命运的安排

生命还是逃不过死亡的摧残

只是剩下了什么

我不知道在哪里

再也看不清

我想我还是把

我的心收藏在那寒天的太阳里

2007-06-19T16:00:00.000+08:00

ah haaz.. Finally had the time to blog liao.. Yea I am going to said mostly of the camp happening. On the first nitez, we had fun and played team bonding games but luckily for us (clay dear and nadzim) we had our dinner at the school canteen for the food they packed for us is horrible. I do admit that I am picky about food, but besides me quite a few complained about the food. For the first nitez there is not much of activities so we had an early nitez. Around 1 plus am a group of ppl tried to snuggle close to us and whilst the forum hall is so spacious chose to slp next to us and made such a din till we been awaken from our slp. We only got back to our slp an hour later. The breakfast for the next day and the third day is the same de. Plain bread wus jam and milo. I don lik bread but too bad the canteen is not open.

For the second day is the amazing race. I am so glad that my team members were very nice. one of the members look more like the leader compared to me. I am trying very hard to be a leader. Clayey said that some people are born wus the talent to lead people while others are there to follow. i guess i am the ones to follow than to lead. I guess I am not outspoken enough ba. But nevertheless I am given the opportunity and my team turned out quite well for the amazing race. The first station going to sun love care corner is quite tough. We don noe the way to there and lost track of the previous team and had to ask around and reach the station as the 2nd team. Actually could be the 1st team de all due to the station master at civic centre release the team who reached later den us thus able to reach the next station and ending faster den us. We had a wonderful day and during the evening after our dinner we had to build the house using cardboard. Yea btw we had a small bowl of porridge wus one can of small sardines shared among 5 ppl. sad. But it is the 1st time I really appreciate sardines and porridge. At nitez we discussed about how to do our skit and had our so called nitez trails. The station master especially clayey planned the nitez trails blindfolded us say going to walk admiralty park which is next to our sch. But horz there no trails at all. Juz make us walk up and down the school using plants to tickle our hand and leg seeming like in a forestry area. For a moment I really fall for it. After the trails, we had our rest as it been a tired day for all of us.

The last day we had our water bombs session. Each team filled up bags and bags full of water Each team had a mascot using the black garbage bag to prevent water to seep through. The rest of the team were the guardian angels to the mascot to keep it from getting wet. Den we were all wet but we certainly had lots of fun.

2007-06-18T15:18:00.000+08:00

Today is the first day of school reopen and I am being bombarded wus lots and long of scary codes.
Let's take a peek... I doubt anyone will have the mood to study it, and btw it is not the correct one too..hahaz....But at least I am appreciative of my work done..

Imagine the first day in school have to do these coding...and I am totally lost am I in the right course??

public class mainapplication {
public static void main(String args[]){
String grades[] = new String[5];
grades[0] = "4.0";
grades[1] = "3.0";
grades[2] = "2.0";
grades[3] = "1.0";
grades[4] = "0.0";
student thomasObj = new student();
thomasObj.studentname = "Thomas Tan";
thomasObj.gender = 'M';
thomasObj.age = 20;
thomasObj.diploma="Information Technology";
thomasObj.module1="Object Oriented Programming";
thomasObj.module3="Web Multimedia";
thomasObj.module4="Data communication and Networking";
thomasObj.module6="Business Finance";
thomasObj.Grade1="A";
thomasObj.Grade3="B";
thomasObj.Grade4="C";
thomasObj.Grade6="B";
thomasObj.GPA="3";
System.out.println("Student Name: " + thomasObj.studentname);
System.out.println("Gender: " + thomasObj.gender);
System.out.println("Age: " + thomasObj.age);
System.out.println("Diploma: " + thomasObj.diploma);
System.out.println("Modules taken: " + thomasObj.module1 + " " + "Grade: " + thomasObj.Grade1);
System.out.println("Modules taken: " + thomasObj.module3 +" " + "Grade: " + thomasObj.Grade3);
System.out.println("Modules taken: " + thomasObj.module4 +" " + "Grade: " + thomasObj.Grade4);
System.out.println("Modules taken: " + thomasObj.module6 + " " + "Grade: " + thomasObj.Grade6);
System.out.println("GPA: 3");
System.out.println("----------------------------------------------------------------------------");
student LisaObj = new student();
LisaObj.studentname = "Lisa Ang";
LisaObj.gender = 'F';
LisaObj.age = 19;
LisaObj.diploma="Diploma in Business Computing";
LisaObj.module2="Database Systems";
LisaObj.module4="Data communication and Networking";
LisaObj.module5="Marketing";
LisaObj.module6="Business Finance";
LisaObj.Grade2="A";
LisaObj.Grade4="F";
LisaObj.Grade5="B";
LisaObj.Grade6="A";
LisaObj.GPA="2.75";
System.out.println("Student Name: " + LisaObj.studentname);
System.out.println("Gender: " + LisaObj.gender);
System.out.println("Age: " + LisaObj.age);
System.out.println("Diploma: " + LisaObj.diploma);
System.out.println("Modules taken: " + LisaObj.module2 + " " + "Grade: " + LisaObj.Grade2);
System.out.println("Modules taken: " + LisaObj.module4 +" " + "Grade: " + LisaObj.Grade4);
System.out.println("Modules taken: " + LisaObj.module5 +" " + "Grade: " + LisaObj.Grade5);
System.out.println("Modules taken: " + LisaObj.module6 + " " + "Grade: " + LisaObj.Grade6);
System.out.println("GPA: 2.75");
System.out.println("----------------------------------------------------------------------------");
student RosyObj = new student();
RosyObj.studentname = "Rosy Lim";
RosyObj.gender = 'F';
RosyObj.age = 17;
RosyObj.diploma="Diploma in Business ";
RosyObj.module2="Database Systems";
RosyObj.module4="Data communication and Networking";
RosyObj.module5="Marketing";
RosyObj.module6="Business Finance";
RosyObj.Grade2="F";
RosyObj.Grade4="A";
RosyObj.Grade5="D";
RosyObj.Grade6="A";
RosyObj.GPA="2.25";
System.out.println("Student Name: " + RosyObj.studentname);
System.out.println("Gender: " + RosyObj.gender);
System.out.println("Age: " + RosyObj.age);
System.out.println("Diploma: " + RosyObj.diploma);
System.out.println("Modules taken: " + RosyObj.module2 + " " + "Grade: " + RosyObj.Grade2);
System.out.println("Modules taken: " + RosyObj.module4 +" " + "Grade: " + RosyObj.Grade4);
System.out.println("Modules taken: " + RosyObj.module5 +" " + "Grade: " + RosyObj.Grade5);
System.out.println("Modules taken: " + RosyObj.module6 + " " + "Grade: " + RosyObj.Grade6);
System.out.println("GPA: 2.25");
System.out.println("----------------------------------------------------------------------------");
student RobinObj = new student();
RobinObj.studentname = "Robin Lim";
RobinObj.gender = 'M';
RobinObj.age = 21;
RobinObj.diploma="Diploma in Information Technology";
RobinObj.module1="Object Oriented Programming";
RobinObj.module3="Web Multimedia";
RobinObj.module4="Data communication and Networking";
RobinObj.module6="Business Finance";
RobinObj.Grade1="C";
RobinObj.Grade3="D";
RobinObj.Grade4="B";
RobinObj.Grade6="A";
RobinObj.GPA="2.5";
System.out.println("Student Name: " + RobinObj.studentname);
System.out.println("Gender: " + RobinObj.gender);
System.out.println("Age: " + RobinObj.age);
System.out.println("Diploma: " + RobinObj.diploma);
System.out.println("Modules taken: " + RobinObj.module1 + " " + "Grade: " + RobinObj.Grade1);
System.out.println("Modules taken: " + RobinObj.module3 +" " + "Grade: " + RobinObj.Grade3);
System.out.println("Modules taken: " + RobinObj.module4 +" " + "Grade: " + RobinObj.Grade4);
System.out.println("Modules taken: " + RobinObj.module6 + " " + "Grade: " + RobinObj.Grade6);
System.out.println("GPA: 2.5");
System.out.println("----------------------------------------------------------------------------");
student GenesObj = new student();
GenesObj.studentname = "Genes Low";
GenesObj.gender = 'M';
GenesObj.age = 18;
GenesObj.diploma="Diploma in Business Computing";
GenesObj.module2="Database Systems";
GenesObj.module3="Web Multimedia";
GenesObj.module5="Marketing";
GenesObj.module6="Business Finance";
GenesObj.Grade2="B";
GenesObj.Grade3="C";
GenesObj.Grade5="A";
GenesObj.Grade6="A";
GenesObj.GPA="3.25";
System.out.println("Student Name: " + GenesObj.studentname);
System.out.println("Gender: " + GenesObj.gender);
System.out.println("Age: " + GenesObj.age);
System.out.println("Diploma: " + GenesObj.diploma);
System.out.println("Modules taken: " + GenesObj.module2 + " " + "Grade: " + GenesObj.Grade2);
System.out.println("Modules taken: " + GenesObj.module3 +" " + "Grade: " + GenesObj.Grade3);
System.out.println("Modules taken: " + GenesObj.module5 +" " + "Grade: " + GenesObj.Grade5);
System.out.println("Modules taken: " + GenesObj.module6 + " " + "Grade: " + GenesObj.Grade6);
System.out.println("GPA: 3.25");
System.out.println("----------------------------------------------------------------------------");
// highest grade
int highest = 0;
for (int i=0;i<=5;i++)
{
if (thomasObj.grades[i] > highest){
highest = thomasObj.grades[i];
}
System.out.println(highest);
// lowest grade
int lowest = 0;
for (int k=0;k<=9;k++)
{
if (grades[k] < lowest){
lowest = grades[k];
}
System.out.println(lowest);
}
}
}
}

I spent nearly 3 hours typing all these out but to my horrors lots of errors diaoz...

2007-06-01T16:52:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of school 1st term. Now I am in my school cafe galilee drinking chocolate divine. Acatually I had wanted to drink something light yet strong duh!! quite contradicting right?? Yea, I wanted hot vanilla chocolate but they dont have liao.. They are clearing as last day of school den have to pack up. Me now waiting for dar to finish his UT and come and find me once he is dismissed. I am so sianz now so bored alone so ke lian.. Later 6 pm still got slc camp in school. Arghz!! Though hate it but also quite liked it seem quite exciting. Maybe I will be committed to slc after the camp or maybe I will hate it who noe?? well I am really quite anxious as time grow near.. hahaz

2007-05-28T09:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, is my dar's mum birthday. I went to Eu Yan Seng to buy Long Jing Tea for her as birthday gift, actually I wanted to get Tie Guan Yin for her de but they no stock liao. I paid by using my uob card den got 5% discount lo. Hoho...Den the people give me a small cup of ginseng tea for me to try den it was quite nice lehz maybe next time can buy lo.. After that went to collect the birthday cake at my house nearby cake shop. Then board the bus 157 to dar's house. I was so tired and my eyes hurt alot. I think it must be due to the contact lens I am wearing ba. My eyes hurt alot when I wear it. I think later I am going to buy another brand de lens I really cannot tahan liao... I don wan to go blind worz.. I practically dozed off for more than half of the journey.

Dar called me when the bus reached bukit batok, den he pei me till I reached his house. After wishing his mum "happy birthday" and passed her the gift le I go into my dar's room. He is reading someone blog. A v old lady blog haha... She is a actress too kekez.. If you got watch "Just Follow Law" den you will know who is acting as Fann Wong's mother.. She v style lo so old le still blog lehz... Den after that we watch the beach volleyball competition on channel 5. China is the first and second runner up. Brazil the champion. After watching it, switch to channel 8 got the price of peace a repeat telly show. Go slacking in dar's room when the show ended. Dar went shower and I lying on his bed. After that we went to Pioneer there to have dinner wus his parents and brother. The dishes there so so only. The worst dish is the chilli crab. It had a bitter after taste and left v tongue very dry. Is like using chemical to dry up my tongue. Only dar and me feel that the crab taste weird the rest does not felt it. Are their tongues dead?? Anyway the dishes does not taste nice at all de, but got this steamed fish wus soy sauce. I quite like it. Normally I do not take fish de I scared of their taste. I don like the fish taste especially salmon... the fish don have the fishy smell and dipped into the gravy it is quite nice. The meal cost more than a hundred bucks lo..soooo ex lehz.

On the way back it started to rain. Reached home around 8 plus liao, dar showed me his collection of old notes. His got alot lehz gt bird series de and boat series de. He even got the whole 20 buck bill. Nowadays don have liao. Den watched telly show for a while den we eat the cake. Heh heh.. after eating the cake dar brewing tea, I said I want too but no more tea bag liao.. I went to the living room to ask his mum still got tea bags ma she said don have liao haven buy...Dar gave me a portion of his iced tea and I sat there sipping it whilst watching telly. Dar asked me want to go back le ma coz 10 plus liao den I went to his room to take my bag and helped him to switch on the air con. Not I so good is he ask me de..bleahz he so lazy de every time ask me to help him do thing de. He sent me till the main road to catch a cab. I do not know why his area so easy to catch a cab de. I am there less than 1 minute got a cab le. every time lik this de but when dar wanting to ctach a cab home, we would wait for half an hour still waiting for it. Either it is hired, not stopping or cant even see one in sight. Lol!!!

I reached home nearly 11 and showered. I finished packing and everything elsequite late liao going to 12 ..Haiz... How fast a day gone..

2007-05-22T20:09:00.000+08:00

last week saturday was supposed to go wus dear to eat Ajisen at lot 1 de, but in the end we quarrel den I go wus my sis instead. It was really quite a nice one and I had volcano ramen set ( gyoza, seasoned octopus and tempura) my sis had crayfish ramen set (sashimi, fried fish and softshell crab). I was so full that I cant managed to eat the gyoza in the end and had to stuff the tempura inside my tummy. After the lunch, go to mini toon to shop wus my sis. I bought a card and a mirror for myself, my sis bought handphone stickers. While shopping, I had a terrible stomachache and dashed to the nearby restroom. The restroom at ot 1 is omg. It is so dirty. If I am not urgent I don't think I will considered going in. After shop shop around bought a pair of kappa slippers for dear planning to get myself a pair of shoes too but the shoes selection at lot 1 is damned pathetic thus I decided to go back home as it is quite late liao. When we reached toa payoh, I suggested going to see the necklace but it was not nice at all, as we walked further on, I saw swank den thinking that I needed a pair of shoes then I go in the shop. There are quite a few nice ones but none of it is to my liking. So we proceed on to MAD and so on none of them I liked. I feel that none of the shoes is I liked too auntie le. Too bad there is no charles and keith or URS.inc over there at my area haiz... I decided that no matter what I am going to get a pair of shoes for myself. I am sick of wearing my current shoes now. It does not match at all. I going to shop wus my best buddy next sat, hope I could get a pair of new shoes!

2007-05-14T12:32:00.000+08:00

Yesterday had a tough time working. Since yesterday is Mother's Day there is a huge influx of customers at any time of the day. I was supposed to reach at 10.30 am yesterday for work de but I overslept till 10.38am when mervin my second in charge called me den I woke up. I reached ard 12 noon, doreen the other part timer was transferred to harbour front the last minute due to a staff at harbour front take mc. At around 8 plus, the shop sure look like hectic hell to me. Customers were packed closely inside the shop, shoes all over around the shop area and were all over the floor near the counter. We simply had no time to pack those shoes that the customer do not want and each of us had to handle more than 3 customers enquiries. 1 of my customer had spend more than 150 bucks are entitled to be a member and wanted his purchases to be separated into 2 receipts in order to get member discount for 1 of his shoes. Juz bcoz of 2 plus bucks different he causes me so much troubles.

I am not sure what's wrong wus the system as it stated over tender when the membership discount is being keyed in. So in the end due to the long queue waiting, we decided to give the customer the visa slip for his purchases only. Den we finished wus the last customer at around 9.45pm when we are supposed to close at 9.30pm. Den I needed to copy the 2 membership card at our shop fax cum copier machine den kana paper jam den can not copied, I gave up and den mervin called centre point to ask amy for help on the member discount den it finally fall in place and to my horror, I charged my customer 4 cents more. diaoz...den cannot tally. mervin called his cousin--peter from accounts dept and he said never mind.. Heng ah!

After all the ordeals, I had had to packed all the shoes inside the shoes boxes and put them back to the original places as all the shoes are all over the shop den I also had to put the heavy metal bars and pulled the rolling shutters to prevent any more customers from coming in if not we don need to go home liao... I finally managed to get most of the thing done and reach mrt station at 10.35pm. Spending more than an hour on settling everything and not getting paid for ot.

Actually I am quite tired of working liao.. was thinking of giving tuition(shorter wrkg hours and better paid).

When I had went to toilet juz now, I wa thinking that I got saw yanlin and tingting at the toilet before as yanlin is in the same level as me but I never saw Elthea before whose is also in the same level as me. When I opened the door to the toilet, I saw Elthea!!! I was wondering of the saying as never talk or think of a person during the day as you will chanced upon them later on. Hahaz den I really see her.

2007-05-11T15:39:00.000+08:00

Waiting for last team to finish presenting, tomorrow is saturday liao...Working full shift on both sat and sun **killing** me.. How i wish I don need to work den got money hahaz.. if I win the first prize big sweep of 2 millions den good worz!! But horz I fet that buying 4D, toto & big sweep very auntie lehz..But if i never buy den i wil nv get a chance to win..kekez.. I juz suan a guy in my msn.. Some one added me in my msn a few weeks ago.. I tot he is someone from my new class den i go add him.. den he seldom online de. He juz now online and I am bent on finding who he is and force him to tell me. To my surprise he is someone who I don even noe and I asked how he get hold of my msn address he say is from danny--my sec sch frenz. he say he wan 2 make frenz wus me and danny say i am nice. OMG!!! den i replied back I am not very nice to cut him short and removed him from my contact. A dubious person???

2007-04-26T13:40:00.000+08:00

I waited a long time for my birthday to arrive and now it had already passed. I realised life is simply too short. Juz a glimsp of it a dozen seconds had passed. Some times I embraced the happiness life had given me, and some times I do wondered what meaning does life have in it, filled with melancholy and bitterness.

I juz celebrate my 21st birthday wus my laogong yesterday. We meet around 12 at mos burger toa payoh yesterday. He gave me my bday present wrapped in a cute wrapping paper. He warned me not to open it until when we go to the car park. He pei me go causeway point to eat jack's place. I ordered pan fried salmon grilled chicken wus lemongrass sauce set lunch, laogong ordered NZ ribeye steak set lunch. The meal was such a fulfilling one. We had to much to eat until we couldn't move. First to come were the juices, is a one for one drink so I got mango juice and laogong got a lime juice. After that came the cream of seafood wus garlic bread followed bt the main course. I gave laogong the salmon coz I cant stand the stench of salmon so I gave laogong my salmon but I still could not finish the chicken. Actually the salmon was quite fresh but juz simply don like it. Next came the tea and dessert. They told us that the dessert is passion fruit cakes but it turned out to be sweetened peach. diaoz..But all in all, the meal was quite worth while.

After the meal, we watched the korean movie 200 pounds beauty. I dont like to watch korean movies alot, but this movie I am willing to give thumb up. It's more of a romance quite touching of how the girl trying hard to be recognise and to be wus the guy she admired and loved. She is quite talented but fat and ugly and so on.

After the movie, we went to laogong house nearby. We went to the top storey of a nearby carpark and cut my birthday cake. We like to go there coz it breezy and a sense of overwhelming. Imaging standing in the middle of the open air wus your hands out streched close your eyes and enjoyed the breeze it a very amazing feeling. He asked me to open my present and what I saw inside the wrapping paper is a watch--his watch!! His frenz gave him a watch on his bday last year and he gave it to me nw...dots!! Imagine happily unwrapped a present to find out it is something you saw at his house before de and some more is a guy watch kekez..I almost wanted to hit him on the chest but I noe he is kidding. He said he scared I will opened the present de but if he don give something to me I will ransacked his bag for my present.. He gave me an esprit pink colour watch studded wus crystals. It a watch that I had wanted but I felt it is too ex, laogong noe that I had like it alot even when I had not said anything. He really noe my thoughts very well.

2007-03-08T19:31:00.000+08:00

Been working these past days, it was really really very tired. Standing on my feet for more than 10 hours everydays is torturous enough and I had to do it for 5 days. Finally get off liao if not I going to die of fatigue sooner or later. After today, I work for 2 more days than I can get off liao...

2007-02-20T18:17:00.000+08:00

Happy belated cny everybody!! During cny eve, I need to work till 6 pm worz, so late but what angered me the most is when I served this one customer. He went into the shop and asked for a pen which I lent to him, he wrote something on a piece of paper and asked me what is the price of the shoes after 20% discount as the shop was having storewide 20% discount on all shoes. I punched in the digits on the calculator and he asked me how much is it in US dollars. Diao, I don't worked in currency exchange co. how am I supposed to know the exchange rates ao I simply just said I am not sure with the exchange rates. He gives me a snobbish look that said I am stupid , hey man I do not owe him anything worz.. Just because he is an Americans doesn't mean he is more superior than us. By the way, he spoke to his wife in another language so I guessed his native is not American, the way he dressed looked like 60s cowboy style and the language he spoke like spannish. No offence!! Anyway, after scribbing something illegible on the paper he asked me where is the photo shop, I tell him to go up the escalator and walk straight... Do you know what he said to me????? I don't understand your English!!! Oh fuck him!!!!! Old dirty cowboy!!!!

2007-02-05T10:06:00.000+08:00

I was so suay these 2 days lo. Sat kena hit by a shoe, sun I hurt my back and thumb while working. The next day I realised my thight got a ugly bruise because of the outsoles of shoes dropped on my thight den it was ouch! it hurts alot. Then sun, my thumb kena cut by a shoe box, blood shot out, it was so painful, den later I hurt my back, the upper part of my back bone is still so painful now. Don noe y so dao mei de.

2007-01-23T14:38:00.000+08:00

Yawn..yawn...been so tired these past 2 days..On e 21, I was so suay lohz, I never been so late for work before de den that day, the stupid bus made me waited for so long den never turn up at all. Then I had to run all the way back to the other bus stop to catch another bus then I missed the bus when I reached the bus stop. Then in the end, I reached my work place at 12.20. I thought Susan lim and susan chua was working there that day de coz "cok 头" that what every one at work nickname him and can not let him heard it de he will be angry de... everyone call him cok 头 because his forehead look like luo han fish hahaz... never call me. Everytime I work at that bishan outlet then he will call me the previous day de. Den while working he tell me that he feel very weird today, den I ask him why? he said tell me later. Den while having dinner at the store, he ask me that if i am single do he stand a chance. i am so shocked lohz. later he even call centre point hush puppies where my sister is working to enquire what types of guys i likes... Siaoz, he is really desperate for girls liao...I heard from others that gt girl go out wus him before den he mao shou mao jiao de (take advantage) haiz...

2007-01-11T10:36:00.000+08:00

I am really wondering why it is so hard to be a woman. Woman had to take care of the kids, look after the house chores and as well as work. Whereas man they all after work go happy or come back home and shake legs complaining tired but had a woman do so before. Not a word of complain and yet at the end of the day is just to get the husband’s infidelity.

I went to my boyfrenz house and as always there will be one pile of clothes over at the sofa over there. As the guys in their household get the privileges need not do the house chores, all the house chores are done by the mother alone and had to look after his auntie 2 children. Though I hate to do housework but I felt that I had the need to fold the clothes as the clothes were besides me when I am sitting in the living room. People wus some “automatic” were pick up the clothes as I am not the first time at his house liao.

His mother cook dinner for me so as to appreciate her I helped her fold the clothes. Back at home I don’t need to fold clothes, vacuum and mop the floor de, yet at his house I need to do all these just like a maid. Sometimes his mother went back to Malaysia I had to look after his auntie 2 children for a couple of hours before their parents fetch them back.

I doing all these for what??? Just like next time if I really get married to my boyfrenz den I can get along better wus his mother and thus there will be less fiction between mother and daughter-in-law hence the son need not choose to either side his mother or his wife right? Yet my boyfrenz don’t understand it! He think that I should accompany him and not do all these house chores. Who likes doing house chores anyway and I did all these for his mother, for him and for myself too. I also don’t want him to be caught in between 2 women. I want my life to be better too as I don’t like to quarrel wus people let alone mother-in-law.

I finished folding the clothes den my boyfrenz wanted me to accompany him eat dinner as he haven’t had his dinner yet but I am the sort of people who likes to finish the thing I am doing first before doing another thing. So I still need to keep the hangers and the mini clips that used to clip the clothes. I asked my boyfrenz to start eating first don’t need to wait for me. I finished keeping in 5 mins time and he had finished eating his dinner. Though I know he is already very hungry le but still this is my style of doing thing. I went to the dinner table and saw him finished his last mouth of rice and I can sense that he is angry wus me, I patted on his arm and he shake my hand off and he really raffled my feather. I actually wanted to eat dinner liao but since he showed me attitude and I don’t want to eat any more and I went to the room.

After which as it was really late and I need to go home though it is 8.45pm only but the bus ride from his house to my house takes more den an hour so I will reached home every late. As I am typing this now it is already 9.50pm and I am still at the expressway it still need at least half an hour den I will reached home. And pray tell me ard 10 plus is it safe for a girl to go back so late as I still had to walk quite a distance before I reached my house and to reach my house I need to walk a dark and long alley. It look fine in the day but at night I am scared got those wus perverted lurking around and since my block a lot of the occupants had already moved. My blocks and a few other blocks near it had been selected for the en-block thingy meaning the government need those plot of land to rebuild new stuffs I heard that it going to build condominium so only left a few of those who still waiting for the flats to be ready.

My mother workplace is at toa payoh and she likes living here she don’t want to move to another area anyway it is also very accessible so estimated that we will get our flat next year 2008. I think more den 80% of the occupants had already moved so it kinda deserted over here and there been a couple of break ins since during the day when all at work is deserted. So you see the cause of worry over here.

2007-01-04T13:02:00.000+08:00

Today my first day back in school. Supposedly was yesterday de but sick den rest at home. Missed my 3rd enterprise ut. But I guessed should not mattered alot ba. Had a migraine around 4 plus at night den I ate too much paracetamol den gastric pain in the end stayed at home to rest should not had studied for my ut if I had known I am not going to school. Today lesson was a debate on realism and anti-realism. I am totally lost. Last semester lesson on metaphors, technology, religion and science I am still able to cope but today lesson.... I felt I am like a sheep on the cliff. Reading through resources I am even more confused and I need to take a stand of the realism and debated on it. I just had my lunch wus my laogong and his classmates and now back in class wus a sleepy mind. I still on holiday mood bahz hahaz.... Really wanted to go for an overseas trip. Feel like going to KL during my february holiday before the chinese new year. Went there last year and it was great. I went to genting and KL last year and really enjoyed alot but don have time to shop and look around in KL was really short of time. This time if I wanted to go KL i want to stay in berjaya times square hotel, it was really very splendid living there. The hotel room was a thousand time nicer than my house worz. The decor and the view was nice. The buffet breakfast was great too. If I am going there I think I will bring nicer clothes there..The place is too classy den if wear abit lok cok den really feel out of place. I remembered that on my last day of checking out of the hotel at the reception counter there were numerous people wearing power suits and elegant gowns walking out from the convention room den there I am right in front of the crowd wearing a blouse and demin skirt. So pai seh..But financially strapped of cash to go for holiday sob... den my contact lens used finish le den still need to replenished wahhhh need to spend alot this month... Okay enough said about me going back to read up more of the resources on the stupid realism stuffs.

2006-12-24T14:54:00.000+08:00

Today is the eve of christmas, going to my laogong house later. Meeting up wus him and his frenzies for cubbing. It's been a long time since I last clubbed, it was on Halloween day. After work that day I go wus Anthea. It was more than a year ago. She had asked me along to clubbed this year Halloween but needa work and no mood den never go. I really felt old don noe y??? It like I had enjoyed those things, all the time the teenagers craved to do... ps I dont take drugs xcept prescribed by medics wahahaz.. I had been taking different types of cough syrups liao.. from the sea coconut cough syrup, strepsils cough syrup and so on... more than 5 different kinds liao but none since to stop the cough I been having. It was damn awful I told uu. My sore throat was a dreadful killer the past few days.. It was like a on and off thing. I though it was cured as I dont feel any pain le than out of the blues it will come back again.. Than I am fine at home after some time spent outside I feel so sick my head so heavy and giddy oh no cant even enjoyed.... I had a rebonding done wus Sharold on wednesday... My hair ends was super dry but at least it was straight if not I would never patronised that auntie again le.... Well that's all for now I going out soon le. To all those reading my blog today enjoyed ur christmas eve and merry christmas!!